It's been 2 or 3 months since Christmas and I have only gotten worse. I'm sitting here picking the lock to Crystal's diary that I had forgotten about, over the time I ignored the case the detectives body was recovered in a terrible state of decay. I sighed as I got up from my desk to grab some clothes to go shower. I felt disgusting doing this and had to shower, I walked to the bathroom after gathering some clean clothes. Slipping off the clothes I had on from the night before I thought about how terrible Crystal's house is now.
I'm 18 now and I still can't let it go that I just left that detective at Crystals old and overgrown house. I was such a asshole when I did that all because I saw something I didn't want to see, It was all my fault and I can't let that go. I quietly stood in the shower staring off into space. I haven't heard her voice since that day I stormed off. I'm really sorry Crystal, I shouldn't have been that mean to you. Especially after death. I thought as I started to clean myself. The soap stung a certain area where I had hurt myself trying to pry the diary open.
After getting out of the shower I pulled out the first aid kit from our mirror cabinet. As I closed the mirror I finally saw her, Crystal.
"Sean, did you really want to shut me away that badly?""No. I just..saw something I wasn't supposed to see."
What the hell am I doing? Why am I talking to a ghost?
"Then why did you shut me away like that? Do you hate me after what you saw?"
"I don't hate you. But, I needed a break. I was going insane trying to find something that was right in front of me."
Stop it Sean. Talking to her won't make things better.I disinfected the area on my hand where I accidentally cut myself prying open that god damn diary. It burned a lot but I pushed through, bandaging the area up after the burning calmed down. What the hell am I doing? Why should I care about her after what I found? I got dressed and brushed out my hair. I stared at myself in the mirror, I looked like shit, the dark circles under my eyes returned and now theres a scar above my left eye. I quietly exited the bathroom and went to my room to continue my attempt at getting the diary open.
But when I went in, it was already open. I looked around and came to the idiotic conclusion that Crystal somehow opened it. I sat at my desk and flipped through the pages, only one stuck out to me and it read:
September 14th, 2004
I saw the cutest boy today in the hall. He was talking to a group of three other guys but HE stuck out the most with that bored expression that made him look cuter than the rest. I think he's in my math class. His name is Sean Valentine. I want him to be my Valentine ♡I recoiled at the last statement. She went missing right before valentines day which felt so weird, I still wonder where her parents went and if they're alright.
Is everything I'm doing for nothing? Is there no endgame for this labrynth of a mystery? I closed the diary and went downstairs and sat in the living room, my parents were out for the day so I'm alone till 1 in the morning. I huffed and turned the TV onto the news since I don't leave the house much anymore.
This morning on the 9 o'clock news, Brittney Davidson and her husband Julius Davidson have been arrested for the disappearance of their daughter, Crystal Davidson almost a year ago. Law enforcement say they had turned themselves after quote; "Feeling guilty for suffocating their own flesh and blood in her sleep." Crystal's body has not been recovered and law enforcement doubts that there would be anything left to salvage.
I understand having guilts pile up after doing something horrible. But to murder your own DAUGHTER is another thing. I'm glad they saw their wrongs but I feel no different than I did before, like my own guilts are still there.
What do I do? I feel as if she still hasn't been put to rest. Is it me? Am I the reason she's still in this plane of existance?
Do I..Have to die for her to finally rest?
Do I
Have to kill myself?
I've never had suicidal tendancies so why now? Why do I suddenly need to die? Before I do, I want to see my parents and her house one last time. Is this the right thing to do?
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The Disappearance of Crystal Jonette Davidson
ParanormalIt's 2004 and Sean's classmate Crystal has gone missing. He sets out to find where she is, He has a thing for paranormal investigation and won't give up till he finds his classmate. Will he succeed? Or will it all just be a unsolved mystery?