Broken glass (Fengqing)

Deep wounds

As Mu Qing continued to cut and cut, Feng Xin had finished his chat with Jun Wu and was walking through the corridors. Mu Qing heard the footsteps and went to hide in the corner of the chamber. Feng Xin also heard something. Footsteps coming from the chamber. They were shuffling. He opened the door and looked around, turning his head. "Is anyone here?" He shouted. Nobody answered. He thought it was just his imagination so he closed the door and walked away. After Mu Qing knew that he walked away from the chamber door, he put away the blade and pulled down his sleeves. He then walked out of the chamber, making sure no one saw him. He shuffled away carefully but quickly. Later on, Mu Qing saw that Feng Xin was talking to some "random"god. The god who has said some awful things to him in the past. He tried to walk by them quickly but the god had grabbed ahold of him. "Hah! Well well, look at little Qing. You look like you've been crying, are you alright? Crybaby? Let's see those wrists and arms of yours shall we? What have you been up to!" The god chuckled. He lifted up Mu Qings sleeves and would you look at that. Cuts. "Looks like someone is taking my advice!" The god shouted. Feng Xin was speechless at seeing this. He looked at Mu Qing with a concerned look and then he started to run away. Feng Xin chased him down until they reached an empty room. Mu Qing was cornered. "What did they mean, 'advice'.." Mu Qing was silent. He then shouted at Mu Qing to get him to speak, grabbing ahold of his collar. "WHAT THE FVCK DID THEY MEAN 'ADVICE'?!" He screamed. Mu Qing looked up and started to cry and have a breakdown. He also started to vent to Feng Xin.

"I GET DEATH THREATS EVERY SINGLE DAY. I GET TOLD TO JUMP OFF A CLIFF, KILL MYSELF, CUT MYSELF, HANG MYSELF, WHATEVER IS POSSIBLE THEY TOLD ME TO DO! YOU WANNA KNOW WHY I ALWAYS ACT SO COCKY AND 'SELFISH' LIKE YOU SAID? BECAUSE I HATE CRYING IN FRONT OF PEOPLE ITS SO FVCKING EMBARRASSING I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO THINK IM WEAK AS FVCK FOR CRYING. IM TIRED OF THIS. IM TIRED OF EVERYTHING!" he continued to cry and let it all out. "I JUST WANNA FVCKING DIE. AND WITH THAT ARGUMENT WE HAD DIDNT FVCKING HELP AT ALL. IT MADE MY ANXIETY WORSE, DEPRESSION WORSE, EVERYTHING. IM SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYONE. AND YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT? I ACTUALLY LOVED YOU FENG XIN. I REALLY DID. YOU ARE VERY DEAR TO ME. I WOULD KILL MYSELF IF IT MEANT I COULD MAKE YOU HAPPY. SO WHY NOT LET ME DO IT? LET ME MAKE YOU HAPPY. LET ME END MY LIFE HERE AND NOW."

Feng Xin was holding back tears. "I...I didn't mean any of those awful things I said to you..I...my mind was in the wrong place..I'm so sorry Mu Qing..I do actually love you still..I'm so sorry.." Feng Xin started to tear up a bit. Mu Qing finally decided what he was going to do. He walked towards the window slowly.

*Glass shattering*

"MU QING!!" Feng Xin shouted as he jumped out the window, broken glass flying everywhere. If Mu Qing were to fall from this height, there would be a very slim chance of him surviving. After the glass shattered, Feng Xin heard a thud. He looked outside, terrified. He saw Mu Qing on the ground, lying there. He didn't know if he was alive but alive or not he rushed outside at lightning speed, running down the corridors. He reached outside and went to Mu Qing who was bleeding from his leg and arm. The two were broken. Feng Xin rushed him to the hospital, wasting no time.

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