Hamari Adhuri kahani ( Slow Updates )

Part 30

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Hope everyone is fine..

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Flashback ends..

They broked the hug and karan just take monami hands in his and kissed the back of them..monami just smiled with tears and cupped karan's face and wipe the tears..

Mona : shh..chote bache ho kya ??

Karan nodded in no..

Mona : fir roo kyun rahe ho ??

Karan : kyunki tumse itne saal dur rehna mere liye bahut mushkil tha..u know..ham sirf ek bar hi mile aur hamari baat sirf calls aur chats pe hi hui hai and i know ki jab log hamare love story sunenge toh hame pagal hi samjhenge..lekin sach monu i too really don't know ki tumse sirf baat karte karte mai kab itna attached hogaya tumse..kon kehta hai yaar ki pyaar me milna zaruri hai.. i know sometimes zaruri hota hai lekin hamesha har kisi ko nahi.. tumse baat karke mere dil ne tumhare liye already jagah bana di thi..pyaar ek bahut khubsurat feeling hoti hai monu jisse kismat wale hi apne naseeb me paa pa rahe hai..bahut log iss khubsurat ehsaas ko tukra dete hai toh kuch ke naseeb me hi nahi hota hai..mai bahut lucky feel karta hu ki mai bahut kismat wala hu ki mujhe pyaar jaisi khubsurat ehsaas ko mehsoos karne ka mauka mila..I'm very lucky to have you...hamari relationship 1.5 years thi lekin inn 1.5 saal me maine tumhari har ek baat jaani..achi aadat buri aadat tumhe kya pasand hai kya nahi pasand hai.. aur sab impt chiz maine yeh dekhi ki tum mujhse bahut pyaar karti ho..mai pyaar par believe nahi karta monu lekin tumse milne ke baad pyaar pe bharosa hogaya hai..tumse dur hone ke baad maine bahut koshish ki mai tumhe bhula saku..lekin ek din bhi aaisa nahi gaya jab maine tumhe yaad na kiya ho..i really loved you from the core of my heart.. i really don't know till how much time i will be with you but I promised i will never hurt you..never ever..i will try my best to keep you happy and fulfill your wishes till my last bre...

Before he could complete his sentence monami kept her finger on his lips..nodded in no saying him not to say that and hugged him tightly as possible..she was controlling not to cry but after listening him she just burst out in tears crying terribly..she always use to control her tears whenever any topic related to karan came in front of her..but now his every single word just touched deep into her heart..the pain she was hiding from these many days from everyone was now coming out in the form of tears..Karan caressed her hair and broke the hug and cupped her face..wipe the tears and says her not to cry..she was still crying..

Mona : kyun karan ? Kyun aap itne ache ho ? Mai itna pyaar deserve nahi karti..sach kahu toh I'm missed you each and every day..Ek din bhi aaisa nahi gaya jab mai aapki yaad me royi na hu..kahin na kahin dil me ek umeed thi ki aap mere pas wapis aaoge..aap ne jo kaha tha maine kabhi bhi sach nahi mana..mai maana chahti thi lekin yeh dil..isse aap par pura bharosa tha..mai kya karti ? Kis ki sunti ? Fir jab sid meri life me aaya tab mai thodi strong ban gayi..sab ke samne toh maine yahi pretend kiya ki mai aapko bhul chuki hu..move on kar chuki hu..Ek bar meri nazar se dekho mai abhi bhi wahin khadi hu aapka intezar karte hue..samjh nahi aaraha karan ki kisi ko aaise pyaar ho sakta hai kya ? Aur agar pyaar ho bhi gaya toh itna pagalon jaisa pyaar..i love you karan..i love you a lot..I can't live without you..plz mujhe chod kar mat jana..plz..

Karan : monu..bacha..Tum isse se kai gunah zyada pyaar deserve karti ho..aur I'm sorry monu..tume itni takleef Dene ke liye..mai tumhe chod kar kabhi nahi jaunga...

Monami : hm..

Karan : arre maine toh gift laya tha woh dena hi bhul gaya..

Monami : acha..kya hai gift ?

Karan : tum pehle yeh aansu pocho..aur ek pyari si smile do tab shayad mai tumhe gift dedu..

Monami quickly wipe her tears..and gave a smile..karan too smiled..