I smiled- masking the pain those words caused.

Because it wasn't only a fairytale. This could end very bad.

Truly, very bad.

"She's pregnant." Mer laughed "You're gonna be a dad!! How fucking awesome is that. God Ross- I don't know what to say."

"I didn't know what to say either Mer." I laughed a bit, shaking my head "It wasn't in the plans."

"I like this plan better." my mom smiled, and then... her face expression changed slightly "But I don't want you to be anything similar to your father."

The mention of that man brung the mood down, as I furrowed my eyebrows "I'm not a monster ma."

"I know you're not." she smiled, nodding "But you have bad connections love. You simply cannot raise a child and keep a wife, unless you get rid of them."

"I know." I nodded "And that's where I struggle."

"There isn't supposed to be a struggle." Mer shook her head "If you're in love with her.. what does anything else matter?"

"Those are simple words." I sighted "God knows what the future holds - but I'm certain of one thing, and that is, her and our baby will be kept away from harm if it's the last thing I do."

Laura's Pov

Turns out, putting away clothes could really get you in your head, if you weren't distracting yourself enough.

And I clearly wasn't, because I could've put on some music, or podcast- but I couldn't.

I felt stressed, scared, and it was the last thing on my mind. I'd turned the AC up, brushed my hair and put away some stuff- all while walking back and forth through Ross' large bedroom.

I was going to have a baby. I was going to have to be a mother.

Was I ready? I didn't feel ready.

In my mind I knew there was never a world where I'd get rid of this reality, and I'd admitted it to myself now. I was old enough anyway, so this really shouldn't be such a big deal.

As much as it wasn't the right time, right place, right - god fucking anything..

It was still my baby.

I'd always wanted to be a mom, and perhaps not like this, but perhaps it was the way it was supposed to be.

Conflicted, and now a bit distracted - I left the clothes alone, walking over to the body mirror and standing in front of it.

I stared at myself, noticing my hair had kind of grown out a bit. It was to my shoulders now.. but I didn't want to cut it again.

I combed my hands through it to try and fix the messiness of the loose hair, as I scanned my body in the mirror.

My hands made their way around my belly as my pyjama shirt went up.

My hands made their way around my belly as my pyjama shirt went up

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