《Dive Back In Time》{LINK CLICK X READER }

Double take 👾 (Cheng)

"
I could say I never dare
To think about you in that way, but
I would be lyin'
And I pretend I'm happy for you
When you find some dude to take home
But I won't deny that "

He would be lying if he said he did not dream of y/n being all tipsy and kissing him dry. Being all touchy with him . Making him feel things he should not with a friend . Cheng knew he did not view her as friend . But it had been years . This renion was not to fall in love again . But why did she look so good in those jeans .
And well he was married and by her ring he could see she was too . Her to be was coming to pick her.  What kind of man would he be. 
As they were waiting on the roof top while sipping on the left over bear . He looked her staring into nothingness smiling.  Then came the silence that speaks.  She kept her hand right next to his while slightly touching his.  It felt warm.  Very warm to be true it felt home. 

He yearned for this so much . Now it had no meaning or so even if it did they can't address this elephant in the room .
" Well Cheng you see I have something to tell you go get it off my chest "
" You know that one time I gave you a letter and periods later had taken it back . It was a love letter to you . But you felt so distant that I could not tell you so "
Cheng felt betrayed and angry this whole time he had it in his grasp . It was there and he was blind .
" So before I go ahead in my life could I kiss you this once ."
No say that you love her let it out tell her you love her . No you have a wife.  No if you tell her you will be free .
" YeS ...sure "
With that y/n and Cheng went animal with thier mouth.  And as it ended y/n to be was here in a car . She left waving telling Cheng she would invite him. But as the car left Cheng realised he had indeed not cleared his heart . So much was left untold . She had freed her self and he had dugged his own grave by allowing her to do so .