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"Big brother "

"big brother !"

"wake up big brother ! "

"y/n wants to play " 

She tugged  on the blonde's hair , pulling it harder than before.

"aghhhh *sign*  wake up " 

The boy slowly opened his eyes to reveal his brown irises .

"why are you so annoying ? "

"but big brother you promised we will play " 

He looked at her , she was so different from him and strangely the more he pushed her away the more she tried to become his friend .Was it normal for kids of 7 to be so damn annoying .He took her hands in his and pulled her into a hug . Maybe he was indeed warming up to a cute looking girl . She was not a sister not to him . They were not blood related so did it matter ? . 

" stop coming over to my apartment like this , i am 20 now " 

"more of a reason to come and check on you "

"but brother "

Why did it hurt him so much ? .He pushed her towards the corner of the room .

"fucking stop please , we are siblings "

"we did this "

"you were the only one knowing whether it was right or wrong "

"i really love you " 

"i really fucking love you "

"but i dont " 

"and i can't after knowing all the shit we did together i am disgusted "

"i can even say i hate you "

"i am not lying , do you know how hard it hit me when i realised how fucked up we were "

"i wanted to puke till i die and scratch my skin away "

"all the places you touched me "

"and i allowed you to "

"why did i trusted you ? "

His face was filled with horror if only he could have not let his father notice their relationship .