"Let me help you love again" Jamari said look down at Ya'mara as she had light tears falling down her face
"O-okay but promise you won't hurt me" ya'mara said looking up at him with her brown eyes, he grabbed her hands and looked her in her eyes
"...
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Damn I just fucked up what the fuck as I thinking, I yelled at her scaring her damn I'm so fucking stupid.
"Yo what just happened" slim walked in the room with Noah behind him
"Right Mara just walked passed me crying yo" Noah said mugging me and I huffed dragging my hand down my face
"Yo Karina ass just Called Me out of the blue talking bout some "hey baby" like everything is sweet and shit and I got pissed off cause I instantly thought of all the shit did to me, I started yelling and shit cussing her out then hung up then Mara came in asking me what was wrong and I just snapped man" I explained to them and they looked at me with a shocked look
"Man what the fuck do we need to have destiny beat her ass again" Noah said and slim looked at him with a raised eyebrow
"Again what the hell" slim said and I chuckled lightly he wasn't around at that time he was locked up then.
"Yeah yo girl used to whop ass back then hell she probably still do but, anyway Mari I know you was mad but you didn't have to take yo anger out her man" Noah sighed shaking his head looking at me
"He right you scared her with the yelling dawg she was crying Ian never see her cry Bro, like Karina did some fuck up shit to you but don't take that shit out Mara"
"I know I fucked up I'm finna go apologize now" I said getting up about to pull on a shirt but they both stopped me
"Give her some space first Ight" slim said looking at me and I just sighed and sat back down. And they left out the room leaving me in my thoughts
Flashback
"Hey baby" I heard and I looked up to she Karina walking in our shared apartment as I was playing the game
"Wassup baby" I said getting up going to go rub her pregnant belly, she had just surprised me on my birthday by telling me she was pregnant
Leaning down I was about to give her a hug but my face frowned up when I smelled men cologne on her and it damn sure wasn't my shit.
"Where you been" I asked backing up mugging her and she frowned her eyebrows up at me
"My mama house duh where else would I be silly" she chuckled but I kept a straight face
"Mmm for real well why you smell like a nigga and please don't say it's my cologne because ion wear no shit like that" I said sternly and she looked away from me out the window
"I went to go see my cousin and them before I came here" she said looking at me and I just nodded
"Ight" I went back and continued playing my game but I just couldn't get the fact that she came home smelling like a nigga.
Few weeks past
I was getting ready to go to the studio when I was looking through my drawer for my other charger I don't remember where I put my other one, going over to Karina dresser I saw a stack of papers being covered by a sweater
Grabbing the paper it read Feminist Women's health center
ABORTION May 6th 2020 10:30 am for Karina Mayes Jones
"Yo what the fuck" I rushed out the room to Karina make up room
"MAN WHAT THE FUCK KARINA YOU ABORTED MY FUCKING KID YO AFTER WE AGREED TO KEEP IT" I yelled scaring her while she was doing makeup at her vanity
"W-what are you talking about" she turned in her chair and looked at me
"MAN DONT FUCKING LIE TO ME YO IT SAYS IT RIGHT HERE" I threw the paper at her and she flinched getting up
"OKAY YEAH I DID ABROTE THAT BABY AND I DONT GIVE A FUCK" she yelled pushing me back walking out the room and I followed her
"YO THATS SOME FUCKED UO SHIT YO, YOU HAD ME OUT HER THINKING YOU PREGNANT AND SHIT BUT YOU ABORTED MY DAMN KID MAN YOU LUCKY YOU A FEMALE" I yelled balling my fist up and she laughed in my face
"Boy fuck you and that dead ass baby it wasn't yours anyway " she mumbled the last part rolling her eyes going in the kitchen
"Wait huh, Nah you know what get the fuck out bruh Ian even finna do this shit I'm done yo gone get yo shit and leave bruh" I said quickly wiping the tear that fell shaking my head
"Are you serious" she raised her eyebrows crossing her arms over her chest
"GET THE FUCK OUT NOW" I shouted as more tears started to fall
She really killed my seed after we said we was gone keep it we had names picked out room damn near ready too, even if she didn't want she could have still have birth and left me with him/her
Flashback over
Getting knocked out my thoughts I hear the room door opening I look over and see Mara walking in with a tear stained face
"Mama cmere"I said and she just walked into our bathroom and I followed
"Mama cmon let me talk to you I'm sorry"I said pulling her into me before she could close the door
"Move Mari" she said trying to push me off her
"Nah we finna talk" I pulled her on my lap and wrapped my arms around her tight "I'm sorry for yelling at you but I had just got an call from someone that I never wanted to hear from again and I took my anger out on yo I'm sorry baby" I kissed her cheek
"I accept your apology but don't let it happen again" she said looking at me and pecked my lips
"It won't I promise baby" she nodded and I laid back on the bed and she straddled me
"Who was on the phone" she asked playing with the strings on my shorts and I sighed
"My ex but ion wanna talk about her right now okay"
"Okay that's fine just know you can talk to me whenever dooda" she kissed me again and this time I grabbed her neck when she was about to pull away
"Mmm" she moaned into the Kiss I let my other hand move down to her butt and gripped it, she started grinding on me causing me to get hard and groan
"Shit mama chill out" but she ain't listen and started kissing down my jaw to my neck going to me sweet spot she started sucking and licking
"Baby cmonnn chill" I chuckled pulling her back and she looked at me smiling
"Okayyy I'm done" I shook my head and grabbed my phone going to my camera app and saw she left a hickey on my neck
I just shook my head looking her, Damn my baby fine I needs hurry up and ask her to be my girl.
SHAYYYY OUTTTTT
this took my a few days to write cause I kept rewriting the flashback🤦🏾♀️🤦🏾♀️
