Angst (again)
Ray PoV*
Here I am waiting for you....why am I waiting...right you left me while im still in Rehab...why did you leave when I fall for you.
Am I that too late...that night when we make "love"...do I have to call it love?, I'm so confused...I really need you...
Sand...where are you I'm already healed, my addiction is gone, but my heartache is still here...I really need you
Did I force you stay with me so when I'm gone you take the opportunity to leave...if yes, why didn't you tell me? Please answer...
Sand...I have the 2 passport on me, one is for you. You...we promised that we will watch arctic monkey concert...and we will travel together
Sand....
"Ray."Ray look up and see the someone his been waiting for so he stand up and hug and cried on his shoulder
"Ai Ray why are you being dramatic I only buy food now you're crying like you lost someone" Sand complain while holding Ray thigh to support him "*sniff* you were gone for 3 hour!!" "Kăw tôot na~ there's alot of people buying so it took me an hour" Sand said trying to calm his boyfriend and he kissed him on his lips and to his eyes showing love on him and smile on him
I'm getting guilty...why do I deserve you...
Suddenly Ray tears fall on his eyes and hide his face on Sand shoulder "Aww~ why are crying?"Sand asked "Nothing just happy...with slight sadness" Ray answered but the last one on his thoughts
"Ok~" Sand said while hugging back
Told you Angst with slight fluff 🥲
