Silence

Concede

Diary entry ( 11th December, 2017)

Phi.. I don't have any energy to write much now. So I will tell you about my day just roughly.

His friends came this morning again to sleep with me.

As promised he didn't let anyone except  p'Gun.

But, the others put that thing in my mouth phi. I wasn't able to breath for so long.

They told me to breath through my nose, but it was pressed to their body phi.

I vomited when I was not able to take anymore, but they didn't stop phi.

p'Bass and p'Petch took turns so many times while p'Stop something inside me down again.

He said something about plug.

And later both p'Stop and p'Gun went inside together with that something that is already in.

It was so painful phi.

My mouth and back were hurting so much.

I couldn't even talk with theirs inside.

p'Stop even scolded me for making too much sound.

He told me that I should take it like a good boy if I want to be rewarded and that he kept his promise that he won't let anyone except p'Gun to go inside.

But phi... Didn't they go inside my mouth? Is it not different? Did phi really keep his promise?

Anyway, I am so tired phi. My body is hurting so much as they only left me in the evening.

I will go sleep p'Phayu.

Good night!

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#Rain pov

" I am sorry for doing this without asking" p'Phayu said as he slowly broke the kiss. And he covered with some cloth.

I gestured for a pen.

" If you know sign language, you can use it. I can understand. No need to write every time. "

I nodded and talked to her in sign language which mae taught me.

" You can take anything you want from me phi. I am here for you to use. My body is yours. No need to ask. "

p'Oat translated everything. Before anyone could speak anything I opened my mouth again.

" And... This is the only metal thing I have on me Khun Oat. p'Stop gave the key for this to p'Phayu along with the handcuff key. Please ask him.

I don't know why you are asking about the tracker though and I don't have any right to question you.

But... May I please make a request to k'Sky and p'Phayu alone? Or will I get punished for that? "

After p'Oat translated, Sky looked at p'Phayu and talked something. He asked everyone to leave the room. And he brought the book and pen.

"You can ask anything you need to Rain. Feel free to ask what ever you need. We are here to look after you. I told you this many times, remember?"

I nodded and got to my knees again.

" Is it okay if I request you to not use me together at once?

It is okay if three people at once do me.... But I can't take more than that today khun. I will satisfy the others next, I promise. But not all together inside me khun.