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TW: talk of Eating disorders⚠️

jade couldn't fall asleep perrie and leigh-anne feel asleep during the movie she picked her phone up seeing it was 5 o'clock she gave up trying to sleep and went out to sit on the balcony the cold air hit her skin sending a shiver down her spine she grabbed a blanket and sat on the chair that sat on the balcony along with a wooden circle table she sat staring at the city below her she wondered what was happening in each room in the city different people and very different life's compared to her she saw the birds flying around she smiled she watched as some people started leaving the buildings for work, soon enough the sun started to appear slowly coming up once again as jade sat for god knows how long just watching people get on with there day with no care in the world she was lost in her own little world she didn't hear Leigh-Anne talking to her till she felt a hand touching her shoulder

Leigh-Anne looked at jade and smiled "what you doing?" leigh-anne said pulling the other wooden chair out and sitting herself down still keeping eye contact with jade "just people watching" jade smiled and looked back over the balcony at the woman who was getting a coffee "this is a dumb question but why?" leigh-anne smiled again at jade hoping she didn't take offense by the question "i don't know, just i wonder what other people's life's are like, i like to watch as people just go about there day with no care" the brunette had said with a small smile "sounds fun jadey! sound we get in and get ready busy day today" Leigh-Anne stood from the wooden chair tucking it in and rubs the younger girls shoulder hugging her from behind jade felt close to tears the sudden touch of comfort made her want to cry

once all the girls were up and ready they started there day of interviews and many other stuff it was there 3rd interview of the day jade was tired mentally, physically
"how are you girls today" the guy named greg asked "we're all great tired haha but we're all good" perrie had answered Greg went back and forward with questions about the new album and of course Jesy, we know it'll come up i mean we were a band of 4 for 10 years so it was exspeated "have yous heard much form jesy since she left?" Greg had asked Perrie and Leigh-Anne turn there heads towards me "no not really i believe the last was a little christmas wish and a happy new year but you knew we're all very busy you know we have our new album and she's working on hers but we're always here if she needs us you know no bad blood" jade had said keeping it professional leigh-anne and perrie nodded and smiled greg moved on quickly

once the interview was over i went to the bathroom i washed my hands i looked at myself in the mirror and quickly looked away and left i couldn't face myself i felt disgust within myself i left the bathroom as perrie and leigh-anne were talking "hey jadeee were going to go for some lunch you ready to go?" her fellow Geordie asked she wanted to say no the thought of food made her want to run back to the bathroom and be sick but she couldn't she couldn't say no she's said no to many times and if she keeps saying no the other two girls are going to get more worried and start asking questions she took at deep breath and smiled "yeah of course" they headed to a small restaurant each ordered there food jade knew this was going to be a challenge as she hasn't eaten a thing for a few days once there food came the girls started eating jade slowly eat she played about with it making it look like she ate more than what she did little did she know perrie was staring at her watching everything she was doing once they were down they left to go back to the hotel room

once back at the hotel room Perrie went to the balcony with Leigh-Anne to talk "Leigh-Anne there's something wrong like really wrong she's playing with her food she doesn't even sleep" perrie was close to tears seeing her best friend hurting like this "i know pez we need to do something" Leigh-Anne wasn't sure what to do near did perrie they sat stressed and close to tears "lee lee i don't want her to die" perrie said through tears LeighAnne moved her chair closer hugging perrie tight* "she wont because we're going to help" Leigh-Anne rubbed perrie's back "Jes would've been great at this "perrie said through little laughs leigh-anne laughed a bit too "yeah i know sometimes i miss it being all 4 of us you know" Leigh-Anne had said she does genuinely miss Jesy the jesy who was her best friend "me too" perrie felt bad for leigh-anne she hugged her tightly " but we are all going too get through this were going to help jade we just got to start" Leigh-Anne said thinking "Leigh...i'm going to sound like a total jerk but i think..."

i hope everyone doesn't mind me adding Jesy i'm not in any way condoning anything she has done and i am not saying i am a fan at all by all means im just doing it for the story :) hope yous don't mind i also had written this differently lol

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