SWITCH - Freenbecky

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fuck

naalala ko nanaman yung kakaibang pakiramdam ng pumatong yung rapist na babae kanina

babae ako sa katawan, sa boses at sa mga gusto na bagay ng tunay na babae

ang naiba lang talaga yung sex organ, lalaking lalaki I'm not Hermaphrodite na sinasabi nilang intersex dahil ang akin normal, hindi dalawang gender dahil isa lang talaga

"The girl did that, the leader of the other clan."

Nawala yung galit sa mukha nya

______Flashback______

"Mommy why my hair is not like the other girl outside?"

"Baby... dahil lalaki ka at babae sila." sabi ni mommy habang pinapaliguan ako

"but mommy I wanted to be like them."

"Ano kaba Samian! wag na wag mong babanggitin ang mga toh sa harap ng daddy mo."

I pouted and look outside the window

lahat ng gamit ko panglalaki at ayoko ng mga yun, naiinggit ako sa ibang mga bata na nagagawa nila mga gusto nilang suotin at laruan

"Mommy look, I look like a girl why you can't see that."

"Sam"

"Mom don't you guys love me? mommy I'm not happy."

I saw that there's a tear coming out in her eyes

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"Namy can I borrow your Ipad? I wanna play barbie."

she laughed at me and pinch my cheeks

"Yes samsam."

I hugged her

"Bakit kasi hindi ka magpabili sa mommy mo?"

"Ayaw ni daddy he just want me to play basketball."

"Hays ang pangit naman ng daddy mo.. basta ibalik mo agad yan ah."

"Thanks Namnam."

I kept jumping and raising the Ipad

I was so happy and bring Nams iPad in my room

but my daddy saw what I was playing when I go to the bathroom

"Anong sabi ko sayo? ha?."

"Da-"

"Bakit ang tigas tigas ng ulo mo?"

hinawakan nya ng mahigpit ang magkabilang braso ko at galit na nakatitig sakin

"Daddy I don't want this anymore." I cried

"Bakit ganito? ano bang nangyayari sayo? bakla kaba ah?"

"I'm a girl dad a girl."

"Anong sabi mo?"

hinila nya ako at pinadapa sa kama, the sounds of his belt when he removing it makes me feel so scared

"Tingnan natin kung hindi kapa tumino."

*Hit

"Daddy tama na po." sigaw ko

he starting hitting my back with her belt and wanted me to say that I am a boy

When daddy stop and put his belt back in his pants

I get up and run away of that room

"SAMIAN." he shouted

Mom is not here that's why I sneak out of the house to find her