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I'm really a fond of making everything a big deal when it comes to Shia kaya inisip ko nag selos siya kahit hindi naman. 

I still want her pero hindi na ako mag h-habol sa kanya. Hintayin ko nalang kung gusto niya pero kung hindi edi ouch. 

Ang problema lang talaga sa kanya dati ay masyado siyang devoted sa parents niya. Don't get me wrong, i love my parents too but i also know what i want and still follow their advice. Hindi ako ganon ka depende sa kanila lalo na't alam ko naman na ako parin ang magdudusa sa mga desisyon ko sa buhay.

I can see before that she was blindly devoted to her parents. 

Ewan ko nalang ngayon kung nag bago na ba pero kung ganon pa rin siya ka dependent edi wag nalang. I understand why some of our parents are strict but the controlling parents are too much for me. Hindi ko ata kakayanin kung ganon.

I'm grateful because i was born to a understanding family. Buti pa sila naiintindihan ang ugali ko, that's why i love them. Hindi nga lang halata. 

Unlike Shia na iniwan ako bigla. 

I prepared my things kasi pupunta na ako sa next class ko. I was wearing my uniform and blood red lipstick as usual. 

Kahit intimidating akong tingnan, some of my students would still smile at me. It feels like kahit anong porma ko ay alam pa rin nila na softie ako char!

Aside from that, ang pagiging chismosa ay unti-unting nawawala sa'kin. I admit i miss the old me na kung saan ay halos room ay nalilibot ko k-ka chismis. It's just Highschool days still lives within in me. 

Hindi ko masyadong na enjoy ang college days ko e. 

"Good Afternoon Ma'am Mercadeja!" My students greet me as i arrived in their classroom. 

"Good Afternoon Class! Bring all your bags at the front and get 1 whole sheet of paper." I instructed them and i can see the horror in their face as they put their things beside my table. 

May iba pang lumipat ng upuan while some of them are shivering dahil sa biglaang pa quiz ko. 

I was smilling ear to ear as i can see some of them are contemplating kung tama ba ang desisyon nila na pumasok sa klase ko. I love them and i also love surprises so why not try to combine what i love right?

I can't deny that I'm starting to love teaching because of my routine and my students so now i understand why my instructor before loves what he is doing na kahit sabi niya sa'min noon ay wala siyang balak mag turo. 

I started to distribute the quiz sheet i prepared last night. 

Natawa ako nang may nakita akong nag sign of the cross, he was sweating so hard!

"Again class, No erasures." Sabi ko at umupo na sa upuan ko. 

"Capital letters lahat ma'am?" Tanong ng isang studyante ko. 

"Kayo bahala class. Wag kayong mag-alala dahil madali lang yan." Sabi ko at tumayo na para maglibot. 

Napahinto ako sa pangatlong row nang makita ko ang isang estudyante na nasa number 10 na. 

"Sorry Ma'am may erasure." Pag s-sorry niya. She looks frustrated and helpless, minsan na papalingo pa siya pagkatapos niyang sumagot. Indicating, she's not sure sa answer niya. 

"Okay lang yan." Sabi ko napatuloy sa paglilibot. 

Some of my students are trying so hard so copy their classmate's answer kaso napapailing lang sila dahil i  make sure na scrambled ang questions and their number.