The love I lost

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Megan pov

i'm just laying in the house on the couch as always waiting for my bey to come home i haven't really been out much lately just doing shows and coming home mostly because i know how my wife is and i don't want her upset

"hey"bey says as she walks in the living room i smile as she walks closer to me "i missed you" she lays on top of me i squeeze her

"i missed you moreee"she lifts her head from my chest and we kiss a few times

"what you been doing"she said as she grabs my phone i play in her hair

"i just talked to farris he booked me another show & jaela wanted me to come out but i told her i had to talk to you first"she lifts up and looks at me

"well my answer is no unless i come"she told me my friends feel as i cater to bey too much like staying in house not coming out or doing anything with them except sit on the phone the only time they see me is if bey is there

"but-"she cut me off i couldn't even say a second word m

"then you'll be here tonight baby"she handed me back my phone i gave her a sad face

"you never let me do anything"i tell her crossing my arms she just shrugged

"type shit"she gets up from the couch to go do god knows what but after 15 minutes of me ignoring her she came back out to the living room "thank you for folding my clothes"she told me i said nothing just turned the tv up she smacked her lips she scooted over closer to me "you not gon talk to me"she asked i shook my head no she smacked her lips again "why do you wanna go out so bad"she asked me " who do you wanna see" i tell her about this all the time

"it's not about me wanting to see anyone i want to spend time with my friends"i tell her she doesn't have any reason not to trust me

"exactly you can do that while i'm there"i rolled my eyes in frustration "why don't you want me to come"i never said didn't want her to come but last time she got us banned from the club for pistol whipping a security guard

"i just think your temper gets really bad when you see someone showing me decency sometimes"

"half of the time they be flirting like ole dude from the club he was holding the door licking his lips at what belongs to me i don't play that"i shook my head she's not understanding i unlocked my phone trying to drop the conversation "okay i'll let yo crybaby ass go"a smile grew on to my face before i jumped on top of her making lay back on the couch

"i promise i won't act too bad"i say teasing her a little i kissed her a few times when i got up i texted jaela and let her know she said i could come now i'm getting ready

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"baeeee"i yell out the bathroom "baeeeeeee"i yell again as i heard her loud feet against the wooden floor "how do i look"i ask she looked up and down with a straight face

"you look good"i smiled knowing she loves it "how long you staying"she asked before i turned around

"maybe till 2 i don't know"i told her she just stared at my ass not even listening to what i say

"how about 1 and i give you something special"she gave my ass a hard slap

"maybe"i smile at her knowing i'll be here when i get that call lol "take my pictures they finna pull up"i tell her before walking out the bathroom

"tell them come in so we all can take a shot together"she said rapping her arms around my waist as we walked to where i wanted my picture taken

"okay but just one"i say before she snapped my pictures