megan pov
"so you took the ring basically"queenie asked me as i told her what happened between bey and i
"no i mean i guess"I shrugged
flashback
"but wait"i stopped bey "im still leaving you can't just hurt me and then think asking me to be your wife is going to fix it"i tell her i sense her getting angry
"so your saying no"she said with her hands in fist "but-"i cut her off
"im saying yes just fix this problem"i walked out the living room to oneita to put her leash on
flashback over
"so she hasn't been over here or nothing"she asked
"not yet she hasn't found me but she blows my phone up and asks farris my studio times"i tell her before i heard the door bell ring "let me get that"i said as they rung it again again and again "okay i'm coming"i opened the door to see this big box too big for me to carry queenie came to the door and we carried the big box in the house
"she found you"she said looking at something on box i just cut open the big box it's was another box but it was a photo book on top of it i opened it and queenie came by my side and looked at the photos with me the first page was the first picture me and bey took together at my sleep over then our first date as lovers our first vacation together me sleep and her messing with me we sat at the table talking about the photos
"she really loves you"queenie tells me
"i know but-"she cuts me off
"i'm not taking her side cause what she said was crazy but you have to understand she hasn't been with a person like someone who doesn't argue or fight back she use to toxicity you give her stability and peace she still has to adjust to what you bring to her"she tells me and i agree " don't change anything you've been doing but if you want to be her wife you show her your working with her"i nodded i always wondered why queenie didn't have a man she knows everything about relationships
"your right i'm gonna see her today"my door bell ring again they played with the door bell making me upset "who the fuck-"i open the door to see bey she didn't come looking special just her wearing a nike tech and her hair in a bun with sunglasses
"i got you these"she said pulling the big bouquet from her back she made it heart shaped she knew i loved roses especially white ones "i wanted to talk"i took the bouquet and stepped to the side letting her in queenie came from the living room
"hi beyoncé"she waves & bey waved back "im just gonna give y'all space"she hugs me and we say our goodbyes then i close the door
beyoncé
i've been watching megan since she left that night i thought she wasn't going to talk to me again especially because she wasn't responding to me out time away really made me feel things i've never felt before and i know that i don't want anything else but this
"what did you have to say"she asked we didn't really move from the door way we didn't stand that far from each other my heart raced i haven't ate or slept well in the last five days "are you hungry i made Alfredo for lunch"she told me i nodded and she took my hand and we went in to her kitchen on our way i seen the box i sent her half way open i probably should've wait longer i kept my hand in my pockets looking around she took the pot lid off and put me some Alfredo on a plate "i made asparagus too"she said she must've knew i was coming she grabbed me a water then we went to her dining room i sat at the end of the table and she sat the plate in front of me she sat next to me
"thank you i haven't eaten"i say before lifting my fork to my mouth it was so good and she just watched me "you treat me like a kid"i tell her as she opens my water bottle
"no i do not"she says but she does
"you didn't even let me carry my plate and you watch me eat also you open my drinks for me i'm basically an adult baby to you"she laughed but i didn't find it funny
"you act like you don't do the same with your money"she has a point but i wasn't talking about me "plus im just doing my job i'm going to be your wife you know"she said showing me her ring "yea"she points to it "that girl"we both laugh together
"do you want me to change your nickname"i asked her i thinking honey or wifey
"what do you mean you call me bae,baby,babygirl-"i cut her off cause the list of names i call her is long
"i like wifey or babymomma"she giggled
"babymomma"she repeats "i want to be everything bae baby babygirl-"i cut her off again
"you don't have to name them all"i tell her and she stop i ate my asparagus as i finished my alfredo "have you told your nanny and family"i asked her she nodded
"my nanny was happy and she told me if i didn't marry you she would so"she shows the ring again "i'm sorry i'm just happy it's big how much did you spend"i cough up my water
"umm...i...uhh.."i scratch my head she side eyed me "can we play hot and cold"i asked
"bey"she said surprisingly
"okay 18 hundred"she let out a deep breath
"i thought-"i didn't finish
"thousand dollars"she gasped
"bey"megan hates when i buy her extra expensive stuff but i do it any way cause i have the pockets for it "well it's pretty so that's okay"she says looking at her ring
"not as pretty as you"she smile i put the last bit of my food in my mouth i picked my water up chugging the water that was left after i burp "excuse me"i covered my mouth megan took my plate to the kitchen i waited for her to back "you haven't posted your ring"i say as she sat down
"you proposed to me in a middle of an argument"she said which she had a point but still
"so you want me to repropose"i asked her she nodded
"yes in a romantic way"she tells me "and i want another ring"she said
"megan"i said she gave a nonchalant look "why do you need a new ring"i ask
"i don't need a new ring i want a new ring"she tells me "i mean you don't have to-"i cut her off
"no no i'm going to do it"she cheered happily clapping her hands with a smile
"this is why i love you"she says before placing a kiss on my cheek before she sat back down i grabbed her wrist sitting her on my lap
"i missed you"i lay my head on her chest sniffling her she smelled the same which made me happy
"i missed you too baby"she took my glasses off "you look so tired"she rubbed my cheeks but i shooed her hands away "i can rub those cheeks"she says before she giggled i just shook my head "want to take a nap "she asked me after i yawn i shook my head no
"i don't need to sleep right now"i tell her yawning again
"you do your tired come on"she pulled me up from the chair and we went upstairs i took my clothes off and so did we got in the bed rapping our arms around each other "i don't want us to fight like that ever again"she tells me my eyes were closed as i laid on her stomach
"me either i'm sorry for hurting you and making you cry"i open my eyes to look up at her "i had a hard time living with that mistake i couldn't eat or sleep with out you talking to me"i tell her "that's why i want to marry you well one of the many reasons"she smiles and so do i "i'm gonna fix it i promise"i grabbed her hand and kissed it the she puckered her lips and i kissed them a few times
"no a real one"she whines i kiss her again before she held on to my face sticking her tongue in my mouth i lift her legs a little giving me more room she moans into the kiss "can you show me how sorry you are"she asked as i looked down at her she held a naughty smile on her face
"i'm finna show you more than that"we kiss again before i start kissing on her neck feeling on her tittes i felt so good to be back in my fiancées presence
Heyyy smut next chapter lol i'm sleepy
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The love I lost
FanfictionBeyoncé felt destroyed after finding out her husband has been cheating
