The love I lost

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Beyoncé pov

It's been two weeks since the sleep over she let me know that she had a boyfriend and we couldn't do that anymore I was okay with it because I know it could happen naturally I haven't talked to Jay but my mom has and she told me he wanted to meet with me on Saturday and I agreed But I really don't want to but I'm sitting here with Megan watching a movie I ended up getting my own place for safety reasons

"Do you have a blanket its cold in here"I got up and walked to my hallway closet and grabbed the blanket

"Here you go"I gave it to her then sat back in my spot she thanked me then touched me

"You should get under here so you can warm me up"she lifted the cover and I got under it she I held her hand and rubbed it a little I looked at her from time to time admiring her beauty I put her legs on lap and put my left hand on her thigh

"Look at me"I told her I don't know what came over me I just wanted her right there and  at that second I wanted to feel her I wanted her to know how bad I wanted her moaning we've had a couple of make out session but not like this one she had a grip on my shirt as I laid her back on the couch pulling her shirt up then off

"Bey-"I cut her off she most likely over thinking

"Sshh Just relax"I unhooked her bra and threw it behind the couch I kiss,licked,and sucked her breast and I had to leave some marks on her neck just because I slid her jogging pants off then her thongI got on the floor and turned her I put her knees in her chest before I started eating her pussy her eyes were low but opened enough for me to see "mm"i moaned against her clit before I began to suck it she lost it her moans became more frequent and louder I spit on her clit and rubbed it with two of my fingers then slid them into her hole and kissed her thigh she closed her eyes I looked at her faces pushing my fingers deeper I watch her mouth open as she gasped "you like that"

"Yes"my thrust became a little faster I gripped her nipple and teased it "uh fuck" she groaned I moved my fingers faster when her pussy started creaming she tried moving my hand her legs twitched then she gasped eventually squirted my fingers stayed in her but she was trying to get me to remove them but i just held her hand after she got done i went back to eat her pussy also watching her faces change

"Fuck I'm cumming"she moaned I grabbed her hands so she wouldn't try to stop she tried running but I would chase her "fucckkk" she groaned lowly when her lower body shook "daddy"she curled her toes as I continued I needed her begging me to stop "okay okay"she cried out breathing extra heavy

"I'm almost done"I lied before I put my tongue back in her hole she started moving her hands so I gripped them tighter "I feel it"I rubbed over her clit as quickly as possible she started squirt

"Mm fuck"she grabbed my hand as the liquid calmed down but her body began to be twitchy I kissed her thigh and she jumped "please no"she said lowly then I came up to her face and kissed her a few times I took the cover and put it in the washer and when I got back Megan was sleeping I kissed her one more time maybe a few then laid next to pulling her on top of me and played with her hair till I feel asleep

Megans pov

I heard a phone going off and a knock at the door I opened my eyes and I was on top of Beyoncé

"Bey someone's at your door"I rubbed my eyes and shook her she slowly got up as the knocks got harder

"Fuck"she whispered "Umm can you go in my room"she quickly got up she started to panic "it's my mom and my sisters"I got up with my noodle legs she ran to her door I got my clothes and went to her room and closed the door and locked it then I realized I forgot my underwear and my phone then heard a knock on the door

"It's me"she whispered I unlocked the door and opened it she gave me my phone

"My underwear"I said before she walked away "they're on the couch"then I heard someone walking back here so I closed the door but kept my ear up to the door

"Who's panties"I heard solange say

"Mine now give them here"she smacked her lips I feel like she analyzing her

"Who in there cause you holding on to the door a little to tight I put my shirt back on and tried to put my jogging pants on as quickly as possible then my foot got caught and I almost fell "I heard that bey open the door"I heard her getting closer to when I pulled my pants up i went into her closet and closed the door they came into the room

"See no ones here"solange smacked her lips and I'm guessing she walked out "are you in the closet"she whispered I told her yes then she opened the door and came in

"Where is my underwear"I asked her she shrugged her shoulders I tilted my head cause what is she lying for "how am I going to leave"she came closer to me

"What are you leaving for"She fixed my hair

"Your family is here what if they think something"I yelled whispered

"Just stay in my room till they go it won't be long"I shook my head no and crossed my arms "give me a few minutes gorgeous"she kissed my cheek a few times then walked out I checked my phone and seen pardi blowing me up I called him back

"Hey babe my bad I'm with bey we're discussing when we dropping the song"I told him he

"Oh my bad how is her and jay"i heard her come back into the room

"Have to go bye I love you"I hung up

"Okay their gone"she said letting me out of the closet I sat on her bed and looked at her cause she stared at me with a smirk which made me smile and look away "how did I do"she asked me I knew what she talking about I didn't want to say it

"Do what"she came and sat by me

"Did I do good"she asked me I got shy I really know why tho

"Yea you did"I looked away from her "I really enjoyed it but we-"she cut me off

"Want some five guys I don't want to leave it's raining"she walked out the room and I followed her to the living room I sat away from her cause we can't keep doing this "okay I got you what you usually get and a milkshake"I ignored her "what's wrong"she came closer to me

"Why did you do that in the room"she rolled her eyes

"Cause I'm sick of hearing that honestly I really like you I do and if you don't want to do sexually things with me anymore that's fine but I don't want to keep hearing the same thing over and over again"she said I closed my phone

"But your married"she smacked her lips

"Some what but your different the way I feel is different but I understand you don't want to be with me I get it"She moved away from me with an attitude but were in relationships "can you think about it at least you didn't even give me a try"she asked me maybe she's divorcing him

"Okay I will"then it was a knock on the door she and got are food she gave me the food she got for me

"Want to go to my room later"she smirked at me I smiled and shook my head

"That's fine"I told her before I bit into my burger

Y'all Umm... idk bye