The love I lost

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Megan pov

We stared at each other then she kissed me it felt good but it was wrong she has a husband  and I am not a home wrecker

"Um we should stop"I said she pulled away

"I'm sorry"she moved away "I can go if that's-"I cut her off

"No your fine"She looked worried "I won't tell anyone if that makes you feel better"I told her she looked up from her nails

"Thank you umm can I go to sleep now I'm a little tired"she lied it I showed her to the guess room and she got in the bed so I walked out I don't know what wrong with her but I hope I can make her feel better

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"Taste it"I gave Beyoncé her plate of baked beans and baked macaroni

"It's not even going to taste that good"I sat next to her and pick up the fork and put it close to her mouth she opened her mouth and I feed her I look at her as she ate it she smiled "girl it's not even that good"I rolled my eyes

"Girl now you can't even admit it"she laughed "I made ribs and greens if you want anything else"I told her getting up from my dining room table and went to the kitchen to make her another plate she followed me "you know bad girls club is on Hulu"I said as I made her plate

"I don't watch that stuff"she told me I gasped cause she must be so boring

"We have to then when my friends come over we always act like we're on the show we could try it later if that's okay with you"she laughed

"Y'all play bad girls club"she asked yes

"Yes we get drunk and play but we don't fight cause we're all friends"she keeps laughing at me "girl why do you keep laughing at me"

"Your just funny not on purpose but you just are"we walked back to the dining room and I sat her plate on the table I quickly went back to the kitchen and grabbed me a fork and went to go sit with her "your not eating my food"She pulled her plate away from me

"Why not"she slid her plate away "girl give me some"she picked up a piece of macaroni and gave it to me I looked her crazy she eventually gave me some she asked me if she could stay a little longer so I let her of course we have so much fun together we literally sat in the dining room for two hours just talking

"Girl you see these legs"I showed her my right leg " luscious" she laughed  but it looked like something was bothering her "you okay"I asked her she dropped her head

"I'm not"I scooted closer to her and then she told me all the things she's been going through from the cheating to her mental health

"Your one of most beautiful women I've ever seen never blame yourself for anyone else's actions You've done the best you could"I was holding her hands "you can stay here till your ready to see him"I pulled her into a hug

"Thank you I'm so happy to have you as a friend"she hugged back I hugged her tighter

"I feel the same way"we rested are heads on each other's shoulders

A week later

Beyoncé pov

I went home the day I told Megan about me and Jay's relationship but I go over to her house and we literally talk about every thing for hours and I come back to my miserable house

"Who you texting"jay asked me as we sat across from each other waiting for are food

"Just Megan"I continued to text her

"Y'all got real close"he said but I wasn't listening "bey"he said I looked up from my phone "what's up with you"He seem worried

"Nothing I'm just texting my friend"I told him "I don't worry about who you text"he smacked his lips And rolled his eyes