My soul my fire

day with ruhansh

After shopping we went to have icecream

I order one blueberry icecream for myself and one black current for him he likes almost all the flavour but i afford to see him sick to one at a time it's enough

I gave him his and i started having mine i saw him struggling with the packet of icecream i help him he strted having his my eyes landed on live karoke which i definitely love i gave my half ice cream to him and went to karoke music i singed while dancing while he was just laughing seeing him i goes toward him picked him up and started laughing i felt as someone gaze is on me but i shrugged as my son is important we went from there

We had our dinner later and then went back to hostel everyone in my hostel almost love him specially or warden she says i have the cutest son

I made space for him and we slept together i hugged him close to my heart

I know in these four month he didn't talk about his mother but i feel sad he doesn't call me mom but it's OK until he himself call me mom i wont force him but i got very close to him in these month

After adoption i removed each and every sign of my marriage i feel suffocated when i think of him so very next day of ruhansh adoption i remove my mangalsutra and never wore mang sindur again 

I promised to forget or marriage and never see you again so congratulation Mr known but unknown you are lining in ur fake assumption

I don't know when sleep took place over my thoughts but i just hope i will always be this happy only