My soul my fire

chirag's pov

Yesterday i don't know what got into me i thrown her out of my car i dont even know if she got hurt or not but the thing i hated us if someone cheat on  me and here it was just our 2nd day of our marriage and i got to know that she already has an affair and was going to continue her affair ever after her marriage and she married me for money such a gold digger she was i don't regret her throwing her out i can't stay with her though i was planning to give her divorce but she herself have me a reason . I don't know but yesterday how she manage to go back i guess her boyfriend came to pick her i just don't care now

Right now i am sitting in my cabin analyzing Mr sharma's daughter lavanya's report she is suffering from Ischemic heart disease major disease of heart where clot of her heart get blocks and she is having problem in breathing but i am unable concentrate i don't know what is happening with me let it be i closed her file went to  washroom
I am just stuck with one thing in my mind that is ..is she safe have she reached i hope nothing happened to her ..but i just hate her she was such a gold digger how her family managed a person , a daughter like her i disgust her

I went back to my cabin again concentrated with case but late i couldn't so i went to check few patient
Right now i am busy with few patient

Amanat pov

I am leaving for hospital as i am not going to waste my time crying why my husband left in middle of the road in night but i guess he must be regreting it and even if he didn't i wont be carrying about him any more just like he did to me last night

Now i am concentrated to my work i am checking few patient

I heard someone's kids is crying so i went to check who is crying i saw a cute baby boy crying in rehani's arms

Hi baby boy why are u crying tell me .i asked him trying to make him stop crying

His mother died today in accident and his thrown him out . Rehani told me this

I don't why but i felt the same pain as him . I can feel his pain i know what he is going through i also have been through that now i also have tears in my eyes and picked that boy i hugged him to close my chest i know he wants mother love he is just to small like at the age of 4-5 year old child i can't see him crying for his mother...
I wanted to love him i can see his red eyes asking for his mother

Reha ..i want to love this child i don't knows but i can feel affection towards him u know what i mean . I told rehani my feeling

What do u mean ammu ..tell me clearly i will support each and every decision of urs my love . She said

Do u thing i can be a good mother . I asked her making her shock

What.. Are u serious i mean u have goals u have husband u also need to ask his concern . She asked me

I just know thing that i don't have any husband or any family everyone in my life left me except you only u are my family i have only got ur love no one ever loved me ..seeing this child i feel i don't this child to feel the same as me i want to love him i also want him to love me call me mother  look how he is sleeping in my arms i just want a family .. But i dont want husband cuz yesterday my own legal husband left me on road and called me with names like gold digger can u imagine .i said while crying as soon as the kid slept in my arms crying we both need love

I will support u ammu i know what to have been through i am this kids masi wow ..i will also love him . She said i can see trust in her eyes for me she is always there for me i love her

I got up took the kid in safely to my cabin made him lay on the couch safely ..he is so cute ..i promise to love u with all my heart u are my kid i name u ANURAG AMANAT SINGH
I cant give u a fatherly love but my motherly love would be enough for u my child

I went outside closed the door ..i immediately went to Dr Vivek knocked his cabin's door

Come in .i heard from inside so i went in his cabin

Good afternoon sir . I said

Gud afternoon miss . He said

Sir i want to discuss something really important with u . I told him

Speak up miss kaur . He  said

Sir today i met a child he was crying i went near him rehani told me that his mother died in accident and his father thrown in out sir my story is also somewhat like him. Sir i badly want to love that kid i feel affection toward him i want to adopt that child as there is no one else for him in this world i also have no family to love sir can i do that i mean should i adopt that child . i said again tears took place in my eyes

Dr vivek stood up came towards me and hugged me for the first time i felt he also have emotion

Dr Amanat i feel so proud to have a doctor like u in my hospital u can adopt that child ...you will also love him he will also get motherly love i trust u .  He said I felt him lik my brother at this moment no one ever hugged me like this

Sir can i call u bhai . I asked him now he also have tears in his eyes

Offcourse u can u are just like my sister i always wanted a sissy u know .he said  i hugged him back first time in my life i felt i also have family

Bhai i  will shift with my child to udaipur with rehani after 4 month . I told him  he smiled at me nodded
I wiped my tears and went back to my cabin and i saw