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FUTURE

the future

as teenagers, we are told

this world is your future

this contributes to your future

this is for your future

but what if I don't want a future?

what if I don't want to grow old and go to uni?

to grow old and watch my loved ones

what if my future ends here?

and what if it ends right now?

what if it ends with this medicine?

a medicine which will get rid of everything

my medicine which will ease my pain

save me from my suffering

and take my future away from me

I don't want a future

and I do not want to be surrounded by loved ones when I'm older

they won't love me

they will love the idea of me being gone, dead and lifeless

and what better present than to give them what they want and help me in the process?

what is my future?

well my future is dead and so am I

HEY GUYS

so how are we all?

good? bad? feel like throwing yourself off a cliff don't worry I want to do that too!

Well, let me just rant on here really quickly. Don't worry it will only take like a minute or so

So this is a long story kind of, not that big of the story but a yhh just get food or like hot chocolate.

So I went out the other day and my destination required me to take the disgusting, GERM-INFESTED bus and while I was waiting for the bus there were 2 men (I know what you are thinking, EWWWW). While I waiting a bus appeared but it wasn't mine, and one of the men who kept in mind they both looked 60 went to me "Oh is this your bus?" I said "No it's not" I thought he was being kind of creepy by the way he was staring and talking to me. THEN HE SAID TO ME "Ohh it's because it's a yellow bus RIGHT? ohh you are racist because it's yellow!" AND IM JUST STANDING THERE LOOKING AT HIM SAYING THAT SO I SAY "Oh umm okay" I'm freaked out at this point because I have never accounted for this before and the man and his friend who was staring at me creepily had alcohol in their hand. So I had two options I could tell the man after he said that to GET LOST AND DONT TALK TO ME AGAIN WHICH MAY RESULT IN HIM GETTING ANGRY AND THEY BOTH beat me up or I could just walk away from them and wait outside the bus stop. I went for option number 2 because it felt like a very safe option. The only good thing about this whole situation is that a sweet old woman came up to me and began talking to me and apologised for what those men did. She stayed with me until our bus came and kept me close to her until I left the bus and wished me a safe journey 

so yh THAT HAPPENED... but I had a great time after that and was careful on the way back home 

Thank you for reading love 

 pls drink some hot chocolate and stay warm it is cold 

STAY SAFE 

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LOVE YOU MY LOVE