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Natapos ang klase na walang pumasok sa utak ko. It keep repeating in my head. Kung ano nangyari kanina.
Bakit ba kasi ako nag confess shesh!
There's no use regretting now. Nangyari na e. And gusto ko rin yung nangyari. Yes, sabi ko I'm contented not confessing and staying just friends. I did plan that. Pero andito na e. You can't turn back time and wished you never just said it.
But at that moment kasi I found an opportunity to tell my feelings out laud. It wasn't the first time for me confessing.
Just everytime I get nervous which is normal.
Ang gulo ko.
I opened my phone to look at the time ng nakita ko chat ni Jane.
Cyle
Sorry
Tapos na ba klase mo?
I'll be waiting outside
May sasabihin ako sayo
Nagpaalam na ako sa mga kaibigan ko. Sumakay si Elloree sa isa naming ka klase kaya wala akong sakay ngayon.
Pagkalabas nakita ko naman nakatayo si Jane sa tapat ng kotse ko.
"Hi." She smiled awkwardly paglalapit ko.
I returned her smile. "Sorry kanina." Naging awkward tuloy ang atmosphere namin ng dahil don.
"No, no, it's okay." She hand gesture.
"You said you want to talk to me about something?"
"Huh!?!"
"Sabi mo may sasabihin ka saakin?" Pag-uulit ko in tagalog.
"Ah." She fiddled the strap of her bag. And can't look at me. "Pwede mamaya na pagkauwi?"
I nodded. Hindi naman ako nagmamadali.
Pinagbuksan ko siya ng pinto.
Nagmaniho na ako papunta sa kanila. I know where she leaves, but I have never gone to her house or meet her parents face to face. Ang sabi niya, akala nila ako si guy na naghahatid lagi sa kanya. I never gone outside of my car pag hinahatid ko siya kaya hindi nila alam na babae ang driver.
And Jane never told her parents she's bisexual. Alam nya kasing magagalit ang mga ito. Her mom is a believer and devoted to God.
And she doesn't want to dissapoint her parents . And I noticed na marami siyang tinatago.
Parati rin siyang nagkw-kwento saakin kung paano mas favorite ng nanay nya ang bunsong kapatid na lalaki. Hindi na raw gaya ng dati parents nya sa kanya. Maybe because their love is split between you too siblings. But I try not to judge and nakinig lamang.
We rode in silence pero hindi naman nakakabingi yung tahimik. Hangang sa makarating kami sa kanila.
I was expecting for her to open the car door. But that's not what happened.
Hinawakan nya kamay ko and that made me look at her.
"Yung sasabihin ko sayo." She started nervously.
I raised a braw.
"Actually... "
She focuses her gaze at my hand na hinahawakan nya.
