Heartless Love

Chapter 22

He can never handle anything properly.

I walked inside the washroom and opened my clothes and let the water wash away my worries. But it didn't. In fact a thought invaded my mind.What if I jump in water and drown myself but I know how to swim.

Plan failed!

After spending half an hour in the shower I walked out of the room while rubbing my hair with a towel. My eyes fell on the nightstand and I saw Ruhi's books kept on it. Her obsession for books has intoxicated her mind and she wants me to be like those fictional characters.

They don't exist in reality and so does this word love. She needs to fucking understand that real life is very distinct from the book's world.

I picked up her books and two of them fell down. When I picked up those, I realised that one of them was not a book it was a diary. I have seen her scribbling on it many times. I sat down in bed and was about to open it but my subconscious mind started mocking me for reading her personal thoughts which were meant to be kept as secret.

But anyways I opened it and directly landed on the latest entry.

Hey Rose,
I am fine and I think even Yudhishthir is. He is acting weird and ummm... Like sex craved man (what?) At first I thought that I would die virgin but sissy he has started making out with me. We did it only once. We kiss sometimes and he is a good kisser. He is not soft, his kiss is consuming and he eats my mouth. And yes he is a pig. No doubt about that. He is Grumpy and he has a dual personality. Ajeeb hi hai mera pati.(He is very different). But I am still a virgin and I am afraid for my first time but even excited. I do not at all believe that he has zero experience with women. He might have slept with another lady. Manwhore. Huh! Old Grumpy unromantic pig. But the question is, am I falling in love with him? Because I have started liking him a bit and caring for him. But also know that if I will fall in love with him I will hurt myself not anyone. But? Leave it. I don't want to talk about that old man.
Now coming back to the topic I will kill Rishi and Kiara. I just need proof and I will sue them in court. Wait and watch.

Ruhi

My wife calls me a manwhore and moreover she thinks that I am old. Seriously I am just thirty. I closed my eyes in frustration and opened the first entry.

Hii
Ummm I want to give you a name and I will call you rose.

Hii rose,
I am Ruhi, I am fifteen years old and I am the only daughter of the Singhania family. Today was my birthday and my dadu gifted you with many cute gifts. He is the best. Well you know I will tell you everything and write almost every week or when I feel like to. You know I met Ishani bhabhi today Suryadeep bhaiya's would be wife and she is very nice. They are having an arranged marriage and I think there is a lot of love between them. She is Madhuri aunty's friend's daughter and Surya bhaiya and Ishani bhabhi are actually very good friends. Love cum arranged I think. And he was also there. He is Yudhishthir Rathore. The scary monster. It was Surya Bhaiya's engagement and my birthday also, everyone wished me but he didn't. But I don't care. He is the most scary person I have ever met and I have never talked with him and will never talk in future. I pity his future wife. How will she handle him? And you know what even I want my future husband to love me like Surya Bhaiya loves Ishani bhabhi and someone jolly like Abhay bhaiya. The way Suryadeep bhaiya looks at Bhabhi clearly tells me how much he loves her and I wish no one gets married to Yudhishthir Rathore. That girl will lose interest in life. I hate him. At least he could have said a small happy birthday but he stood there with a poker face. But you know he is really handsome. Very handsome and sometimes I drool over him. But what is the need of a handsome face when you are not at all handsome from inside and you don't smile. You know I said the same to papa and he laughed awkwardly. Of course he likes Yudhishthir Rathore a lot because he is hardworking and the son of his best friend. There is some problem between Surya bhaiya and that monster but I dont know what, chalo leave it we will not at all waste our time on that monster. I am really tired and I am going to sleep.
Bye
Ruhi