MY DEPRESSION HEALER/ Heehoon

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SUNGHOON

I went to the rooftop with a book, I'm so nervous since I have an exam in the next period

"Hello, I brought us food" heeseung said, I nodded and smiled

"Thanks alot" I said not wanting to make eyes contact

"What are you studying for?" He said, I looked at him as he gave me the food

"Um our whole year is having an exam" I said, his eyes widened and his jaw dropped

"Really? I wasn't told about it" he said, I chuckled silently and showed him the book

"This is what we need to study for" I said, he got out his glasses and started reading and writing some important things

Not gonna lie but heeseung is really smart so I understand even if he doesnt study he will still get a perfect mark

"Your really smart, you don't need to study because you will still get a high score" I said silently scared that he will be mad

I turned to him and met his eyes

'Shit' I kept on looking at them until I shook it off

He chuckled softly and huffed

"I don't get high scores just like that, it's true I don't study since it always has to jinx me, but I wasnt told that we have an exam so that's why I'm memorising it" he said, I nodded still feeling shy and embarrassed about the situation earlier

"Ugggg I'm so tired" he began saying, I giggled secretly

"We just started" I said, he looked at me and rolled his eyes which made me want to laugh

"It feels like we've been here for 7 days straight, I mean how come in the exam it doesn't take this long" he said, I shook my head and closed the book

"What do you want to do" I said

He looked at me and smiled, he then got up and started running towards the railings

"I want to see you smiling and laughing everyday, I want to see you happy, I want to have you in my arms" he said, I looked at him with wide eyes

Shocked.

Surprised.

Shy.

Happy.

All of those emotions at the same time

The bell rang and we made our way to class

I was still confused

I looked at one of my classmates

"Hey sunghoon, how are you?" I looked at yang yang who was looking at me

I nodded and putted my thumbs up

We entered the class

"Um did you hear about the party that is happening at seokmins house?" He said, I shook my head

"Well I heard that Mark tuan, seungcheol, taehyung, Jennie unnie and Irene unnie will be there" he said, I got confused by what he was saying

"Oh you don't know, so mark tuan is a famous YouTuber, he goes to this school but it's rare to see him, then seungcheol is popular here and on social media, he comes everyday but is a senior, taehyung and jungkook are the power couple of this school and everyone is in love with them since they have a YouTube Chanel together, Jennie and jisoo unnie are singers that sing outside of school and also on YouTube" he said, I nodded taking notes of all of that

"I just wish I could be yeosang, his brother is mark tuan and baekhyun and Irene are his cousins, I'm so jealous" he complaining

"How come all of them are gonna be there?" I said for the first ever since we entered the class

"Well um they are in the same classes and some are friends so yeah" he said excited

"Yeosang and mark tuan are brother?" I asked still shocked

"I know right? I was shocked too, and um jungkook, seokmin, heeseung, minho are cousins, it's still hard to believe I know, i mean well heeseung, seokmin nd minho are siblings and jungkook is their cousin" he said, I looked at the teacher who entered the class with the exam papers and started handing them out

'Should I go?' I thought to myself

I shook it all off and began to do my exam

3 HOURS LATER

I yawned as I finally heard the bell

I went outside the class but soon was dragged by someone's hand

When I looked at who it was, I saw heeseung and his friends

"So I brought you here because these people won't leave me alone" he said, I nodded

"Don't be nervous, they don't bite" he said but was interrupted

"Actually jonghos bites are painful" sunoo said, I chuckled secretly

"Anyways who is coming to the party?" He asked, all of his friends raised their hands up

I nodded

"I'm coming too" I said still unsure

We sat down

"Honestly yeosang, heeseung and hongjoong everyone is just jealous of you" jake began saying

I looked at yeosang who was chewing his food confused

"Why?" He asked, I just admired him

"Because you have the face, you have the body, you have the brothers who have nice visuals and are celebrities, you have a perfect boyfriend" jake started counting

"Not everything is perfect jake, I struggle too, like my father, he is never home, and me with taehyung always have to always go to  seokjins or Jennie place since our mother has bad days and worse days" hongjoong said

'Nothing's perfect, not even for the ones who we think are perfect' I thought

"And if you think taehyung is perfect, well let me tell y'all not everyone is perfect, he struggles everyday if you want more details go to him, jennie cries everyday because of all the hate she gets for being herself but she still continues with life " he said I looked at him

"And me too, mark tuan is also struggling but doesn't show it, he was forced to be on camera by our father but now that he was in the states mark is dealing with some rude comments everyday and um his friend eunwoo struggles with it as well" yeosang added

"I understand you, not even a celebrity have a perfect life" I said, he nodded

"Anyways, I'm coming oh and hoseok is coming with his sister so that means mingi you have a chance" he said, I sat there looking at them

Suddenly there was a person standing on the table

"Um can we help you?" Hongjoong asked, the girl jumped around

"Well yes, um yeosang can you bring this to mark tuan and hongjoong please get this to taehyung" the girl said, hongjoong collected it

"Um I'm sorry today marks busy so he won't have time" he said, I looked at the girl who was surprised

"Can't you just get this to him?" She asked, yeosang shook his head and started going home

"Hey what time us the party" I asked heeseung

"Um its 5 PM" he said, I nodded

"Should I walk you home?" He asked, I shook my head and just went home