MY DEPRESSION HEALER/ Heehoon

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HEESEUNG

Lift your jumper up" I said, he looked at me surprised

But when he did, I saw his perfectly small waist

I looked at him, I went up to him

He looked embarrassed so he covered it up

I went down the rooftop and went to the canteen

I saw my friends looking at me confused

I gave them a sign that im busy

I ordered something for the both of us to eat

I then went back to the rooftop, I saw sunghoon looking hopelessly down the rooftop

I felt sorry, I really did

His waist is so snatched as if he is my skinny cousin

I went and took his arm

I brought him to bench

He looked at me surprised

"Just eat" I said, he shook his head

"Why?" I asked him, he looked at the food then at me

"Because I would feel horrible for wasting your money" he said, I looked at him softly

"Your not wasting anyone's money honey, your only wasting your preasures body" I said softly

I sniffed and then surprised me

He hugged me

"Thank you so much heeseung, I don't know what else I could give you to repay for this, thank you alot" he said, I thought for a second

"Are you ready to tell me what has been around your head" I said hugging back, he looked at me then smiled, he shook his head and took his food

He started eating like he has never eaten before

But despite being so hungry, he still ate with all his manners

I'm really impressed

I smiled softly when he finished happily

"Thank you for the food" he said, I just smiled softly and nodded

"You know you could always talk to me, I'm your friend, I want to know what's around your head" I said, he nodded

SUNGHOON

I've never told anyone about what is happening to me

Not even

Not even soobin

When I heard that soobin moved to busan, I got depressed again and knew it was the end

'Just do it to get it out of your head' I thought, I huffed then decided to just tell him

HEESEUNG

He breathed in and was gonna say something

"So last year, me mom and dad were having a party but me and mom were invited to my Dads mothers place for a meeting, but he couldn't come because he was busy with the guest, when we got home we- we saw a body of dad on the floor full with blood, mom got devastated, ever since then my mom has been going to bars and sleeping with other man to get her stress out of her, some of the men would physically abuse me, then I heard my best cousin died from a car crash, that's when I became depressed, then my grandmother died from heart ache then next was my grandfather who died from lung disease, now soobin my best friend has left me in this school, everyone is leaving me heeseung, I'm afraid you will leave me as well" he said, some tears came out of my eyes

"The men's that mom sleeps with always called me fat, the people around the streets called me a fat kid" he said,More tears came out of my eyes

I was looking at him with sorry eyes

He looked at me and cupped my face on his hands

"Why are you crying, hee, why are you crying?" He said, the way he said it made me cry even more

He hugged me and I hugged back

We cried in each others embrace

I hugged him tightly not wanting to let go of him

He didn't want to let go and same with me

We stayed on each others embrace until we heard the bell

Soon he got shy and ran towards his class

I went towards class as well, this period we had separate periods together

"OK class please do this assessment, you have to have a partner for this, you will be researching about a famous ancient Rome person and you will share why and when they got famous" the teacher started explaining

"Um I have already picked your partners" she said, I looked at yeosang with wide eyes

I then looked at her

"Come here and look for your names please, you can work at home but today is just doing what we normally do, so take this as homework" she said, I just hated that, yeosang got up

I got up as well and went to see who was my partner

'Soli' I thought, I mean she isn't bad but she isn't good

Why isn't sunghoon in this class I swear

"Hey heeseung, I'm with you" she said coming up to me

I looked at yeosang who came to sit back down

"Who did you end up with?" I asked him, he just sighed

"Your fucking brother" he said, I was about to laugh at him

I saw minho coming this way

"What do you want?" Yeosang asked, I just looked at the two who hate each other

"Um your coming to my place because there is no way I'm going to your place" he said, I laughed

"Nope your coming to my place since my brother is too lazy to be driving me around" he said, I just shook my head

Soon minho went back to his seat

I saw soli coming this way

'This is a new way to get famous' I thought as I saw other people looking our direction

"Um heeseung I'm coming to your place after school to start the project so wait for me after school" she said, I nodded not knowing what she means

"Are you actually going to wait or are you just nodding for no reason?" I heard yeosang beside me ask

I shook my head as no

We got out our laptops and started doing the assigned work