I handle my own healing, I don't need anyone;
When I am in my shallow phase, no one is there,
I bellowed for them to hear what I was in, but I received no one.
Instead, they shut my voice, thinking I was overreacting, so I zipped it with flair.
I am also human that wanted help sometimes,
I might seem well-knitted, but as a Being that came from sand, I have a mud phase.
However, upon the cycle of life go on, I realized that no one there when you are not in your prime;
So, I learned how to handle my own pain, my healing, my agony, and grays.
Even if the boons are near, I can't reach them as they think I was lacking attention;
It hurts a lot, but what can I do? I can't control their brains to have sympathy for me;
I just smiled to create a mask instead, covering the cry baby behind that detention;
It actually worked, as I am the greatest fool that fooled them, a sample of ambiguity.
People, learned from me, I am strong enough to straighten the curl of the waves;
Although I am still drowning, bleeding heart,
I manage to be on top, using that pain to motivate myself to be brave.
No one there when you are in the hallow, but at least you have yourself—he will never depart.
It's true that loving yourself is the greatest,
Help yourself alone, people have their own businesses to attend and problem to solve.
Be your own healing, be the person that building an empire alone, make yourself dearest.
As at the end of the day, all you have is yourself—your safe-zone.
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Challenges:
- Stop asking help and stop bothering people.
- Developing myself all alone.
- Realizing that you are alone.
- Loving yourself for the first time.
- Realizing that you need to face all the challenges all alone.
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THE ANXIETIES THAT TAUGHT ME (A SELF HELP BOOK)
PoetryThe collection of original poems of mine, lessons I've learned through my own poems, and challenges I'd went through just to defeat my problems and anxieties. I wrote these pieces whenever the monster named anxiety tried to break my core again. Take...
