The Darkest Hours

My protector

You were supposed to protect me every night...

But that was just another lie...

I let out a soft cry

All that seems to do is ignite...

That burning desire to kiss me...

And to touch my breast...

You made me do unspeakable things with you and I must confess...

You hurt me in so many ways that I don't think you see...

That I don't think I will ever trust...

Another man to touch me in a sexual way or tell me the truth

Don't you realize you put me through a physical abuse

All I can feel is disgust

You were suppose to be my blood

The one I could count on to keep me safe from the dangers of the world...

Little did I know I need protection from you on this absurd...

Earth even if I cry a flood

I never wanted this to happen

I never wanted you to make me suck you

I never wanted you to touch me but this is all not new

I wish I could just blacken

Everything you have done

And forget all the trauma

But not even Pandora

Can stop someone who only wanted fun

I just want to erase these events

That replay in my mind

And leave behind

All of this suspenseful

Pain!

That you caused and I just hope death

Is a lot better than this even though I will take my last breath

But it has to be better than feeling stained

With your touch on my skin

With your lips on my body

Stop being cocky

I don't want to see you grin

I could have pressed charges against everything you did...

But I didn't because you are still my family

Even if I want life to be a fantasy...

I won't hurt you like you hurt me all those years ago even though you sinned