His Life

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-Natsu's P. O. V -

It hasn't been so bad here.
It's only been three years now.
Lucy... I hope you come back soon.
That's when the TV turned on.
I looked down and saw Happy. He's getting fat.
I stared at the TV.
There was only junk on.
You know... Our group of me, Lucy, Levy, Gajeel, Gray, Juvia, Jellal, Erza, Wendy, and Lisanna... It all fell apart.
Juvia and Gray got in a big argument and divorced. They got married then divorced after a year in a half.
Erza and Jellal only recently married about a couple months ago.
Lisanna and Mira are known for their delious coffee and strawbery cake.
Then Levy owns a big bookstore, and Gajeel's a blacksmith their both also married. And have twin daughters.
Im just in collage...I'm studying physiological.
But I work at Mira's cafe now...oh wait... they changed to the Strauss's Cafe... also... Elfman came back into town an now lives with his two sizters again.
I just live alone.
Lucy is on my mind when I find I'm doing nothing. And I guess... she's on my mind now...
Lucy... When will you come home?

I suddenly heard a knock on my door.
I stood up and walked over to my door and opened it to see who it is.

"Lisanna? " I say, surprised.
It's about midnight... Why is she here?

" Hey... Natsu... " she says shyly. Her cheeks are a bit pink. I can tell she's blushing. I know because Lucy used to blush like that all the time.
" Hey whatcha doing here so late? " I ask.
" N-Natsu... C-Can I come in? " she asks.
I let her in and we both sit on my bed.
I handed her some water and she thanked me. Once she finished I took it.
Silence then came over us.
" So... Why did you come here? "I ask.
" Natsu... I need to tell you something... I've been holding back with you. " she says." D-Do you still... Love Lucy? "
I slightly smiled and hid my eyes with my hair.
" Ya know... I'm not sure I have the same feelings now... It's been so long... " I say...
I know it must be harsh to say... But I guess... No! Of course I love her.. When she comes back I'll fall in love with her again.
If I didn't love her... I wouldn't be waiting for her.
" Then... " Lisanna jumped on me and sat on my stomach. I looked up at her with wide eyes. She surprised me." F-Fall in love with me! "
What is this girl saying? I could never betray Lucy like that!
" Natsu... If I love you... " she says with a blush." So... Forget Lucy! Love me! I've loved you for a very long time... And I can't hold back anymore! So... "
I hope she knows... That I love Lucy. I'm sorry Lisanna... But I could never love you. I hope you can understand...
She came close to my face. I hid my eyes with my hair.
" Can tonight... Be all about me. Forget Lucy... And love me. " Lisanna said. Her lips came close to mine.
I began to chuckle which made her stop.
" I can't love you Lisanna Strauss... " I say. She gasped." I wasn't sure about my feelings to Lucy... But I know I will always love her. If she comes back and I don't... I will fall in love with her again. So I could never be in love with you. "
Lisanna got off.
" I see... " she said sadly then began crying." I knew I didn't have a chance in loving you... I tried to forget about you... But I just can't. I want Lucy to be happy... Honestly! But... If that happens... It hurts to see you two together. I'm sorry. Just... I thought I had a chance... I guess not. "
" In some ways... You are a lot like Lucy. " I say." Like now... You said something she'd say. I almost wanted to kiss you. "
" Then... "
" No... Im not going to kiss you. "
She looked saddened by that.
" I'll be off then. " she says a left quickly.
I sigh as she goes...





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