ONESHOT: Jack moves to City and has a panic attack infront of his boyfriend
Jacks head was pounding when he woke up this morning, not to see his partner lying next to him. John had already told him that he had to leave early because he missed training the day prior
Jacks head was also filled with nerves about going to his new training group because everyone at Manchester City was amazing, but Jack on the other hand
Even if he was brought for 100M, making him a huge transfer, he still felt worthless. He was getting so much hate for leaving his boyhood club, Aston Villa, that he just wanted to curl up into a ball and cry
Jack didn't even know if his new teammates knew about his and Johns 2 year relationship since none of public knew. They were a few ship edits of them here and there but they were good at hiding it
If it was out to the public they wouldn't care, but right now they love there own private bubble
When John found out the news about his boyfriend's transfer he was over the moon, he would get to stop travelling all the way to birmingham to see Jack for an hour.
Jack was glad that he got to be with john all the time, He knew how to calm the brummie boy down from his panic attacks that he gets quite frequently.
Jacks pounding headache didn't stop once he was on the field either. All of his new teammates were talking not even passing him the ball whilst he was awkwardly stood in the corner on the verge of tears
The ball went from Walker to Dias to Rodri to even Ederson the goal keeper, but nobody wanted to pass it to there new team mate.
John looked at his boyfriend, he noticed the signs when he was about to go into a panic attack, it's almost like his body begins to shut down quickly. Jack always messes with his fingers, his breathing becomes faster
Stones jogged over to his boyfriend after telling Walker where he was going. Jack wouldn't look him in the eyes, he knew if it did tears would start to flood that he was holding back so hardly
"Jack are you okay?" John tried to meet his eyes, Jack just nodded and didn't respond properly to avoid himself looking weak
"Jack i'm going to ask again, Okay." John told him sternly trying to not let jack shut him out from whatever was going on "Are you okay."
Jack didn't respond again instead he began to cry, the tears wouldn't stop flowing from his blue eyes. John pulled him into his neck placing kisses on his hair "Shh, it's okay."
John quickly noticed that his team mates were staring, they knew that he had a boyfriend they just didn't know it was Grealish, just like how the Villa players didn't know it was Stonsey
Walker shouted at them all to get back to training, and leave the two be. He could tell that they both needed space, he also knew about there relationship being johns bestfriend
"What's the matter?" John asked, jacks head still in his partners shoulder but Jack couldn't respond, he felt like he couldn't breathe
"Jack listen to me, you're having a panic attack. I want you to look at me." John lifted Jack from his shoulder making Jack look his watery eyes into Johns still not able to breathe quite as well
"Your okay i'm here." John held his boyfriend once he had calmed down "Tell me what is the matter."
"N-no body will pass me the ball and i have a banging headache that won't go away. I've had so many thoughts i just want to go home." Jacks tears began to get more frequent but he tried to hid them to stop his team mates from thinking that his is weak.
"Come on let's get you some Paracetamol, and we will have a talk inside." John grabbed Jacks hand, there fingers interlocking
Jack nodded and followed his boyfriend into the unfamiliar tunnel
Once they had both went into the medical room and got 4 paracetamols, 2 for now and 2 for later if he needs them. Jack took them both with a bottle of water, his eyes puffy still from crying
"I'm sorry." Jack blurted out
"Jack don't you dare be sorry." John kissed Jack "Now tell me why they boys don't pass the ball to you."
"I-it's like i'm invisible, i'm standing right there and nobody will pass the ball to me. I think it's b-because i'm new but they are treating me horribly. They are always having conversations which i feel are about me because i'm just shit." Jack admitted resting his head on Johns shoulder which was becoming wet from Jacks damp tears
"I promise they don't hate you, you're just new. Jack you need to stop doubting yourself you are amazing at it. They all have partners and everything already and training routines when a new person comes along it gets confusing."
"Can you be my partner." Jack asked which made John laugh
"Yes Jack i will, but you need to talk to the others aswell." John told him kissing his boyfriend on the lips
"Did you tell anyone about us John." Jack asked
"Only Walker and Ruben." John smiled "I don't care if the others know it's just never came up before."
"Yeah i understand, I love you."
"I love you to Jack."
Both boys made there way back onto the pitch once Jack had calmed down. His head was still pounding but he didn't want to worry John anymore
John had to drag Jack over to the boys conversations because he didn't want to interrupt them or interfere with them.
Ruben walked over, shaking Jacks hand "We have finally met the boy that John don't shut up about."
"Believe me i've had to put up with it for 2 years." Jack joked his banter becoming apparent
"Are you good?" Ederson asked his new team mate in which Jack nodded
"Good to see Johns mystery Boyfriend." Phillips pulled a goofy grin making Jack smile
John jokingly placed a sloppy kiss onto Jacks lips, Making Jack blush like a child
There was nothing to worry about, He would be okay because he has his boyfriend
