After footasylum locked in (sharky form the beta squad)

27.

Few days later...
Evie pov
Haven't heard from Sharky for few days now but me and Aj are filming for JD so maybe he has some answers so as I came in I saw him

"Ayyy she's here!!!"ah said all excited and I smiled as I saw him brightly

I missed my best mate Aj I can't lie

"Where you been?"he said and hugged me and Aj doesn't give out hugs

"I dunno haven't heard from my boyfriend in three days"i said and he let go out the hug and looked at me confused

"Really? He's been bare quite you know but we've all be distracted with moving did he tell you he found a place"Aj said

"Huh?!"i blurted out

Generally what is this boy doing?! So he isn't moving to mine and that's fine but the communications isn't there

"Yeh? You both alright?"he said

"I dunno 2 secs"I mumbled and I tried to ring him and he didn't answer so I text him

To Sharky:you found a place huh? When you telling me that then?

I was so upset with him like I knew something wasn't right with him and I got no response from him and I went back and they was ready for filming

"You okay?Aj mumbled

"Just gonna get this filming over with"i mumbled back and we sat quite as we was ready to film and put on fake smile

Later on...
Sharky pov
"Brother you've been so quite"chunkz said he forced me to go this his place I was moving tomorrow and I didn't say anything and after a few minutes of chunkz begging me to talk Aj comes in and looking straight at me I wasn't looking at him

"What's happening to you? And Evie?"he said instantly

"Look at me bro!"he exclaimed I slowly looked at him

"No generally bro what is going on with you?"chunkz said

"Seen Evie at filming for JD yeah? You wasn't gonna tell her you found a place or nothing! She said you haven't spoken to her since we found out we was evicted!"he exclaimed

"Bro...what you doing?"chunkz sighed

I've had enough.

"Right listen! You wanna know the truth! This girl asked to move in together and I'm not ready for that so when I explained she seemed disappointed but understood but the reality is I think she doesn't think I'm long term!"I yelled

"Sharks..you reading too much into it bro"chunkz said

"No! You not in the relationship"I sighed

"No sharks we not but she's been a genuine and understanding she doesn't feel like that you are reading to much into it"Aj said

"You just don't want me to break up with her!"i said back sharply to Aj they fell silent

"Is that what you're on?"Aj asked I fell silent they waited and waited for an answer desperately

"Sharks"chunkz said warningly

"Maybe I am, what you do then."i said bluntly

I wish you could see there faces

"Big fucking mistake brother"Aj said I shook my head and got up to leave

"Ayo sharks, where you going?"chunkz said I didn't say anything and just left

I got better things to do

Evie pov
It was late at night and I hear my door open I was bare confused and I sat up and in walked my boyfriend

"Oh right so he comes back without even saying anything"I said relief that it wasn't a robber

"Only me?"he said

"No Sharky do not give me that you've upset me"i said

"How?"he said this boy is moving different there a different vibe I don't like and haven't seen this side of him before

I lost it.

"HOW? You moving like you found a place without even telling me when I said you can move in here!"i exclaimed

"Maybe I don't wanna live here!"he said sharply back with attitude I looked at him confused like I don't know who my boyfriend is anymore

"Okay fine! Why ignore me about it! Just think it's rude me thinking you going to be living here for a bit!"i said

"Maybe I don't wanna live with you at all right now!"he said bluntly

"Don't give me that attitude because I don't deserve it! Like I feel like these past few days I don't know who my boyfriend is anymore!"i said sharply back

"Maybe I think you're moving to quick and I don't wanna be with you!"he argued back

My heart stopped for a second my whole body felt numb...did he really just say that? I was confused I started to cry this ain't happening

"Let it make it simple I don't wanna be with you anymore okay! I need to figure things out before I move in with you maybe I wanna live on my own for a year or so"he said harshly

Okay he's doing this...not in the nicest way as well

"That's fine-...w-we can talk this out like I was understanding I get it"i said crying

"I think you just convincing yourself that"he said

"No I'm not-"i said crying he cut me off

"Evie is over okay I'm sorry"he said and it was silent as I was crying

I was processing everything I've lost the boy I love and see I life with but I was understanding I get if he doesn't wanna move in with me I just raised an idea so in this situation I feel like I've done nothing wrong but in his eyes I have and that hurts me

His sigh breaks my thoughts

"I'm sorry I'm just gonna go"he said and I just watched him leave and as I hear the door shut I burst into tears more and more

My heart slowly crumbles into tiny pieces and thinking I wasn't supportive and understanding enough it was raining outside knowing he's walking in the rain and I'm never going to see him again kills me instantly I sit in my dark and now sad apartment knowing I'm going to be sleepless and want my life to end

He's changed my life and made me a happy and made me a better person in life and made more opportunities come to me but it's not about the opportunities it's about how he was a cared and made me felt safe and now he'll just move on from me and I won't faster than he will

Im a mess

And I dunno how I'm going to come back from this