Bodyguard

Get On Your Knees

Chris Brown.

Nicki hasn't got a show tonight but I thought she would at least go out, the whole day and evening has gone by and she hasn't called me once. She stay at home all day? She good? I'm only suppose to look after her when I'm doing business but I can't help to think she's not okay. If I actually had something to do she probably wouldn't be on my mind... Man, I miss Virginia. I miss home, my homies and my family. Just going out and doing something fun would be good enough. I'm in LA, one of my favourite places and I can't even do shit.

Every since I had that conversation with Nicki yesterday I'm thinking differently about things. I think differently about her, I think she's alright, she's just hurt. Also, I can't help but think about old times. My memories I had with my first love. It breaks my heart a little bit more knowing she didn't feel the same way I felt about her. I just need somebody to love. I don't do one night stands. I flirt with girls don't get me wrong but I wear my heart on my sleeve, I fall in love to easily. I don't just fall a bit either, I fall hard. I love showing a girl she's special and that I only want her, my momma taught me to have respect. I want a girl who has my back and I have there's too. Someone I can give gifts to and love, and they do the same shit back. Loyalty and honesty.

Nicki Minaj.

"Baby, just get on your knees." Safaree hummed.

"Beg for it baby." I seductively spoke into his ear.

"Please baby, I have missed your mouth... Just wrap it around my anaconda." He groaned as he firmly gripped his hands around my butt cheeks.

I smirked at him then slowly got down on my knees, once I was fully down I came into contact with his anaconda. I stroked my hand up and down it to get it a bit harder, once it was right I placed my mouth around it. Sucking slow as he groaned with the pace of my stroke.

"Shit, I have missed this." He moaned out.

I started to suck harder and faster, a bit of his pre-cum went into my mouth. Once I felt his member start to twitch I slowed down. I kept going until he finally gave it up. I quickly removed him from my mouth and let him explode over my tits.

"Fuuuck, damn." He moaned.

I licked my lips then smiled after. Getting up from my knees I then was back to normal height.

"I have missed your groceries." He smirked as he slapped my ass after.

He picked my up then threw me on the bed... I don't really know what I'm doing back here under his control again. But I didn't have time to think as he put me on all fours. I bent my back as he slid in from behind... This is going to be a looong night.

"You missed me?" He spoke as he was spanking me.

"Yes, Daddy." I slurred.

"Damn bae you so little but you really be taking this pipe." He moaned once again, maybe I have him under my control tonight.

"Yes, give me more." I demanded.

With that he stroked harder and faster, not giving in as I kept moaning out his name. Maybe I'm just meant for him. Maybe it's only suppose to be me and him. Everyone makes mistakes right? I thought having that conversation with Chris yesterday would help me know what I want. However, I think it has just made me even more confused. I love Safaree, I really do, but he hurt me, real bad. Twelve years do I really want that to go up in flames? I'm going to look like a fool if I go back. But my heart still wants and needs him...

"I'm nearly there." He breathed heavily.

He started to go slower as he started to lose it again. But before he could bust I climaxed all over him.

"Baby!" I shouted.

I think from me moaning it helped him come faster, and once he did he quickly pulled out then flopped down next to me, I fell down on top of him. I wrapped myself around him as he just laid there tiredly.

Maybe we should just get married, have our kids and settle down for real. I know if I wasn't famous we would already be a family. Maybe that's why we always arguing because we are not being real with each other's. Lying and sneaking around isn't cool. What am I even thinking about? Once a cheater always a cheater, right? Chris said yesterday it's always going to play on your mind. Which seems to be true, me and Safaree just made love and right after the first thing I'm thinking about is him cheating. I just can't do this anymore, we can't be the same anymore. This could be our last official goodbye. My last gift to him before I finally leave... And for good this time.

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Another boring chapter, sorry! Just didn't really know what else to put... & sorry about the sexual chapter... Unless you like dirty stuff then you're welcome.
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