All he said is Yes!! (Completed)

Chapter 31

"Yes" i replied to myself.

'No you are not hating him.'

"I hate him because becuase... H. He. He... Arfh... He is the one who married me. I aksed him to say no right."

'But he saved you from your torturous dad right.'

"Arghhhh, fuck you stop. Stop it, now am even strated to battle iwth myself. Shit." i shouts while garbbing my hair.

"I miss you maa"

"You will be telling me mumma what i feel and what i need" i murnurs. My tears started to roll down my eyes.

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"Hello" i says from my mobile.

"How are you?" Mithran asks me.

"Yeah fine" i says.

I wanted to ask him how he is doing. But i didnt asked him, i want to prove myself.

"I will be bcak in 3 days." he says and wiated for sometime.

'Give him some sassy reply manju. ' my mind says.

"Okay" i says to him.

"Bye, take care." he says.

"Bye" i sayd and the line went off.

"Take care" i says once the call disconnected.

"Fuck you manjusha, what really gotten into you. Y9u are not loving him for fuck sake. You are not even liking him. Just remember this." i shouts at myself.

"Okay i got it, its a guilty. Guilty of playing with his life. Yes thats only. Yeah yeah.. Yes manjusha just put this this into your thick mind, nothijg else. " I says to myself.

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I kept looking at his side, which is empty.

"Why am like this?" i murmured by looking at the ceiling.

"What i need in this life?"

"What am supposed to do now?"

"Am i going to divorce him?"

"Will i?" i laid in sideways.

"Will i able to divorce him?"

I kept asking myself.

"Arghh why i even fell into this pit. Arghhh." i mirmured

"Why you want to divorce him?" came a voice i looked at the door only to see kabir.

"What are you doing here?" i asked him.

"My dad is fine, so he and mom asked me to stay with you for night. So am here my sissy" he says to me. I hugged him.

"Because i hate him" i replied for his question.

"Why?" he asked me.

"What he did?" he added.

"He.. He... I dont know... The marriage."

"If its not him, definitely your dad wouldnt stopped from marrying you off."

"But there was a chance to not getting married also right" i replied.

"Isnt he a good man to you Manju?" he asks me.

"He is soo good"i says to him.

" Then what else is stoping you to accept him, or to give a chance to this life?"he asks me.

"Are you thinking that he is behind your dad money?"

"He is not behind money." i replied to kabir.

"I thought he is having a perfect family." i added to him.