CRUSH

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HYUNJIN POV

"my crush is your bff" lee know said

"yeah" he said smiling at him

I suddenly felt jealous

"heyyyyyy yongbokkkk!!" han suddenly shouted . He rushed towards him and hugged him .

"Where have you been , i came to your aparment but you waren't there!!"

"i went to hyunjin house " he said as he hugged him back. Tch

"ooh ok- what!!" he shouted

"me and felix are dating ." i interuped them 

"oh sorry ehe" as he backs away smiling like a quokka

"no worry its nothing , do you wanna eat with us?" lee know hyung suddenly said

I wanted to be as rude as possible to him but 1. He was my baby's best friend 2. Lee know hyung would cook me for 20 min and 180 degree in the air fryer.

"yeah sure i would love to"

The whole time felix , han , lee know , changbin  were talking while i was just sitting while being jealous of them , like bro thats my bf why you gotta steal my man!

Soon the dismisal rang

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"guys we are going bye" i said as i dragged lix out of there harshly 

"h-hyunjin lower your g-grip"

But still i didn't lower my grip

We got into the car
And the drive to our home was really silent . Once we reached there . I closed the door with my fully strength and kept ignoring felix shouting my name  . I got onto my room and felix also got in.

"WTH is wrong with you hyunjin!!"

"why were you ignoring me earlier huh!"

" i was not ignoring you . You were just not participating in our talks !"

" YOU DIDN'T EVEN ASK ME TO JOIN "

"OKAY I'M SORRY!"

"WDYM SORRY!"

"I-i am sorry" he said with tears in his eyes

"HOW CAN YOU EVEN SAY THAT . YOU WERE LITERALLY TALKING TO THEM AND CHANGBIN WAS FLIRTING W/YOU AND YOU WERE ALSO FLIRTING WITH HIM" i shouted at him really loudly and raised my hand

NO ONE'S POV

"HOW CAN YOU EVEN SAY THAT . YOU WERE LITERALLY TALKING TO THEM AND CHANGBIN WAS FLIRTING W/YOU AND YOU WERE ALSO FLIRTING WITH HIM" he shouted loudly and he raised his hand at felix

Suddenly felix remebered his past 

FLASHBACK

" i'm sorry dad i will never do it again!!" i begged him

Apparently he was drunk and i pushed him because he was hurting my mom

I fell back till my back hit the wall , i slide down till my butt touched the floor .

" you little piece of sh#t . How dare you , you little fuck"

"DON'T HURT HIM HE IS JUST A CHILD" my mother banged the door from outside screaming but the door was locked

He unbuckled his belt and started hitting me as i screamed . After he hitted me , he carried me to his bed and just raped me while i was screaming in pain.

PRESENT

FELIX POV

I flinched really hard
When hyunjin raised his hand

" PLEASE D-DON'T HURT ME i beg you i will do anything just please don't hurt me i am sorry i am so sorry i didn't know , i wilk never do it again please stop don't !!" i shut my eyes and screamed , crying hard as i fell on my back quickly backing away

Hyunjin rushed to me as i cover myself from him with my hands . But he hugged me instead

"shh its okay i am not gonna hurt you i'm sorry" he said hugging me

I tightly hugged him trying to forget my past

FEW MOMENTS LATER

"Mind if you tell tell me why were you so scared of me"

" w-well because"

"were you scared of me cause i'm a mafia?"

"n-no!! I-i'm sorry"

" don't worry and what is the reason then"

"i just remebered how my dad used to beat and..."

" your father beated you!"

"y-yeah not only that , when he came home he was always drunk and hurt my mom and when he was done with my mom he would come to me to beat ,and *sniffle*                       * sniffle*r-r-rape me..."

"HE RAPED YOU!?!" hyunjin said totally in anger and disbelif

"Y-YEAH But please don't yell..."

"okay at what age" he said trying to keep his cool

"6 to 17" i said looking down

"s-six , he raped you at the age of six" tears were in his eyes so were mine

"hmm" i slowly nodded

"is that bastard alive?"

"yeah"

"alright thank you from telling me also i'm sorry for being rude to you"

"n-no its fine but why did you ask?" I said in a small voice

" nothing just wanted to know" hyunjin said as he give me a warm smile and pulled me into a hug

NO ONE'S POV

Felix soon fell asleep in hyunjin arm , hyunjin couldn't help but admire his bf feature
'Smooth skin with freckles , blond locks , dark brown eyes and his smol hands.

"beautiful" hyunjin murmered out

After saying that he placed hyunjin on the bed and coved him with a blanket . Few moments later hyunjin came from his bath and layed with felix cuddling with him

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