~ Trigger Warning: Mention of disordered eating ~
In the morning, I was woken up by my mom calling my phone.
"Hey, Mom." I answered drowsily.
"You have detention?!" She snapped.
"Mom, Mom, Mom, please calm down. One, I just woke up and my brain can't comprehend all of this, and two, it's not that big a deal. Actions have consequences." I explained.
"Now it's not a big deal, but according to Jameson, you had an anxiety attack yesterday. Make better choices." She hissed as she hung up.
Okay, she's pissed. I got ready, then got a message from Nicky.
Him: I'm excited to sneak into the library. This is so risky.
Me: I know. I hope if you get caught, I won't get into more trouble.
Him: I won't get caught, don't worry.
I giggled lightly as I headed to the library with my schoolwork, my laptop, and a notebook. Once I was done with my work, I was going to better control my portions. I decided that I'd eat around fifteen hundred calories a day. Each meal would be four hundred or fewer calories, then two snacks that would be one-fifty or fewer calories. I'd lose around two pounds a week. It would be perfect.
"Hi, Haileigh." Nicky whispered as he slithered his way next to me.
"You scared me." I hissed.
"What are you working on?" He questioned.
"Meal planning." I replied as I subtly pushed my notebook aside a bit.
"Why are you pushing your notebook aside?" He queried as he picked it up.
Okay, not subtle enough.
" 'Cause I had a feeling you'd ask to look through it." I replied as I took it back.
"You're hiding something." He gasped.
"I'm not. I just don't want you waving my notebook around. You're not even supposed to be here right now." I snapped.
"Haileigh..." He sighed as he picked up my hand.
"Every time you say my name like that, our conversation turns into a lecture." I scoffed as I pulled my hand back.
"And every time you catch an attitude, it means you're hiding something." He hissed as he picked up my hand again.
"How are you so observant?" I queried, trying to change the subject.
"It comes naturally. Don't try changing the subject. What are you hiding?" He asked.
Damn it. Fuck him and his observance.
"I'm not hiding anything. I just don't really like discussing my health plans out loud. It makes me uncomfortable." I admitted.
"Okay, that's all you had to say. I'm sorry for pushing." He sighed as he rubbed my hands.
"It's okay. I know you're just worried about me." I grinned lightly.
"You have such a beautiful smile." He gushed.
"Nicky!" I scoffed lightly as I began fanning my face.
"It's like I have a superpower." He chuckled as his hands met my cheeks.
"Excuse me, what's going on over there?!" A teacher barked as he faced us.
"Science experiment." I lied as I held up my notebook to make it seem like we were taking notes.
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Coral Springs Academy
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