𝑪𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒆 𝑾𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒀𝒐𝒖~ : ENHYPEN

14-𝙿𝙴𝚁𝙵𝙴𝙲𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽

Jake's POV 

finally i can go out with Heeseung hyung, ever since Hayun  came Hyung has been with her more than us not in a bad way, i really want to bond with her and a date with heeseungie hyung will def help me get closer to her! she's such a sweetheart! like who will get you you a slush machine when you want it? not even the members got me one TvT

i can't wait for our date eeekk 

" what is this ? " jay chuckles " someone's excited " he  adds " hmm " i respond "what will look good on heeseungie hyung?" I asked jay "Ooo going on a date ? " jay teases " Mhmm i'm taking him to a fancy resturant!" i respond " is it a private resturant? " he asks " yaa obviously jay" "give him his red suit yk like the one from flicker? " "hmm i will thank you jayah! " " paboyah why are you saying thank you to you your soulmate? " he asks hitting me on the head lightly " sorry! " and i run off startling jay 

Ha-yun's POV 

I've had a new dance choreographer that hates me for some reason i mean why can't i have my pervious trainer? she has been there for me from pre debut! i just wish she comes back..

"HAYUN" she looks at me angrily " Bianamhida! "  " No what were you thinking with that ? this is your own choreography and your messing it up? " all i could do was look down with tears in my eyes " i really wonder what people see in you, you perform so unwell" everyone in the room looks at her shocked since i am top of k-charts for music and dance " what you doing looking at the ground? start again from the top! " " Yes mam." i say firmly  "Trainer nim, you shouldn't be talking to her like tha-" a staff member says " aniyo, do you think she will get anywhere like this?" evryone in the room gets quiet and Ms.Hye (my manager) stops the music and says "Enough, Ha-yunah come with me dear" she signals me outside 

" Ha-yunah... Gwenchana? " Ms. Hye asks me "N-ne.." " i think we will arrange for your old trainer to come back, this trainer has some problems. what do you think?" " i think thats the best decision Ms. Hye " i smile at her with tears " Omo now dear stop crying wana go to the vocal room?" she says wiping my tears and fixing my hair " that would be great" i say 

After Ms. Hye leaves, i couldnt bear  the pain anymore and i let it all out.

it hurts

its hard to be perfect

i've always told to give love

wheres my love

why me

i may look emotionless

im human too

i wish i could get the love 

that others do 

i wana die.

but no i can't

for them  

ill stay alive 

for my seven 

𝖸𝖠𝖭𝖦 𝖩𝖴𝖭𝖦𝖶𝖮𝖭 

.

𝖫𝖤𝖤 𝖧𝖤𝖤𝖲𝖤𝖴𝖭𝖦

.

𝖯𝖠𝖱𝖪 𝖩𝖮𝖭𝖦𝖲𝖤𝖮𝖭𝖦

.

𝖲𝖧𝖨𝖬 𝖩𝖠𝖤𝖸𝖴𝖭

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𝖯𝖠𝖱𝖪 𝖲𝖴𝖭𝖦𝖧𝖮𝖮𝖭

.

𝖪𝖨𝖬 𝖲𝖴𝖭𝖮𝖮

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𝖭𝖨𝖲𝖧𝖨𝖬𝖴𝖱𝖠 𝖱𝖨𝖪𝖨

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<<<<<<A/N>>>>>

Hey guys, this chapter means alot to me. it shows us how we all are supposed to be perfect. i'm sick of trying so much. this chapter reflects on me and everyone that feels the same 

trust me guys one day we will all be loved the day we love others 

trust me

either way i hope you enjoyed the changes in my book

this is A/N signing off