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Last time I wrote here I was really inspired, maybe it was because I was talking about her. I could feel my inner poet emerging from the deepest depths of my soul, dramatic much?
See??? This is what I mean when I say we were like the same person.
-self note- STOP WRITING LIKE SOMEONE'S GONNA READ THIS!!! IT'S YOUR FREAKING THERAPY DIARY!!!.
-self note 2- no, I like writing like this.
Anyway, I think I'm in denial, a part of me doesn't want to accept that she's not coming back to my life, I mean, when I started writing this, in the very first note I said something like I was over it. Well, clearly I'm not.
AGH, it's hard, you know? (who? lol) How should I say it? I think that writing this is making it worse; before this, I hadn't even thought about it.
Is it because I'm a man? Maybe we, men, bury our feelings deep inside, and with this paper and this pen, I've created some kind of portal between what I feel and reality.
When I was younger I wanted to become a singer, maybe a writer, and also a painter, look at me now, writing in this silly diary as if I was actually a writer, maybe I had to meet her to finally do what I really wanted to, maybe that's why when I wrote about her I did it the way I did.
I hope next time I can write something better, deeper, this days have been really hard I wasn't really motivated to write this time.
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Hi there! This is the note after "Note 2" in this unknown character's diary. In the future you'll see the first note.
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