My unsaid thoughts -October

October 8th

I scream
I let every and all emotions out
But the second you see me
My face will be cold as ice with a warm smile
Never letting you know you hurt me

I'm probably gonna be the most emotional person you every meet
I don't even know how to understand what's going on inside my brain
But even when I feel nothing at all I feel so much

I like comfortable silence
I silence where you know everything is okay
Just you and them together, safe without anything wrong for once
It's been a long time since I've had the silence with the one person I want it with