Avatrice one shots

Idkkkk

A lot of dialogue today because what not 🤷‍♀️
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- I don't get hurt anymore

- What ? I ask , clearly confused

- I don't get hurt anymore. I used to walk and run and jump and fly Bea. I used to get hurt doing things but now I just sit here being a burden to you.

- What are you talking about you could never be a burden Ava

- But I am though. What if I hadn't got the halo huh! What if Lilith did like she was supposed to. Maybe if she had Mary would still be here! Maybe, maybe..

- Maybe what babe?

- Never mind it's nothing.

- Maybe what Ava. I say firmly this time.

- MAYBE YOU'D BE HAPPY !

- I am happy

- Are you? Cause taking care of your quadriplegic girlfriend who can't do shit on her own is fun. I'm starting to think this is the halo's way of showing me I didn't deserve it. That I'm unworthy of it and that I should've stayed dead.

- Ava if you hadn't gotten the halo when you did I wouldn't have met you!

- Why do you care about me Bea? I can't move on my own I can't eat on my own hell, I can't even go to the f*cking bathroom alone. I probably make all your days worse. I'm not even beautiful anymore!

- You are beautiful Av-

- Am I? I'm always wearing the same clothes , my hair is always  dirty and I'm always slumped down in this f*cking chair!

- I didn't fall in love with you cause of your beauty, I fell in love with your humour, your sarcasm, your joy, the way you always know what to say when I'm down, your strength whether it's physical or psychological and your smile that hasn't changed but that I don't see as much. None of that will ever change

- Do you mean that?

- You know I do. You make me so unbelievably selfish darling it's infuriating.

- What do you mean? She asks cracking a smile

- If I had to choose you or the life of everyone on earth I'd choose you and I should hate myself for it but you telling me every day that I'm amazing makes it very hard for that to happen.

- That's cause you are

- Yeah you've mentioned, I laugh a little

- I love you, Bea.

- I love you too darling

- Now that I know I have a place in your universe will you marry me?

- Let's not get ahead of ourselves now.

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Kinda projecting tbh

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