false god- matthew sturniolo

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still waiting😁

flew to paris real quick🤝

😲😲😲😲😲😲

have fun in practice xoxoxo

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i got changed into sweats, cropped vest and uggs
and waited for my uber to pick me up.

it probably wouldn't be abe to see matt for
a few days, which is quite annoying.

i have a project that is due in 3 days which
i have half way done but i want it to be
perfect and it's far from that, i have to
baby sit night and tomorrow i have to go out
of the city with my dad. i didn't really want
to but he asked me a few weeks ago and i said
yes. i mean i could see him later today but i feel
like i see him too much and he's barely spending
any time with his brothers so we both need the
break. but i probably will end up seeing him
tonight.

after i finished my lunch, i walked around for
a bit and started to do some shopping that i
definitely didn't need.

my phone began to buzz in my bag. i pulled it
out and pressed answer.

"hello there." i grin to myself. "hello ma'am"
he responds. i rolled my eyes. "how was practice?"
i say while looking through the baby tees infront
of me. "hell, coach" "sorry, your dad was pushing
us hard because some people are slacking"
i laughed. "try him raising you" i tease.
"alright, alright i'm sorry."

"it's good, i was just thinking of this today i
probably won't be able to see you for a
couple of days."

"why is everything okay?" he sounded concerned. "everything is fine, don't worry" "basically i have
to baby sit tonight and then tomorrow my dad has
to drive to out of la for some hockey conference thingy he asked me to go with him a couple of weeks ago and i said yes which is making me regret my decision becausemy house would be empty but
anyway, then i have a project due in three days."
i nearly say out of breath.

matt let out a small laugh. "wow that is a lot,
tate" "trust me, i know and i wish i could see you
tonight but no i have to baby sit my neighbours
kids who are also like 12 and 13 who could probably
take care of themselves" i put took a shirt off the
rack i like. "i could drop by now if your home?" he
asked. "i'm actually not, i'm shopping but it would
be amazing if you could pick me up" i said in a
hopeful voice. "fine." matt sighed. "hey! you
offered matthew." he laughed. "i know, send
your location."

"hi." i pressed a desperate kiss again his lips.

i was sitting in class. taking down notes.
i swear i'm not a bad student but i was so
distracted. i kept thinking of matt. i'm stupidly
and seriously in deep with this man and i need
to stop. i cant let him effect school for me.

baby sitting last night wasn't so bad. they asked
me to play video games with them which was
pretty fun. my dad on the other hand was
anxious as fuck for the conference he had, no
clue why. i did ask and he said he doesn't
know either. he was picking me up straight after
class today.

𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭

we had a sub coach today for practice. he was not
good at all. he's not really a sub. he used to be
the old coach like 5 years ago, coach larson was
the sub coach, but i think but he got technically
fired for verbal abuse towards the team and now
he's just the back up coach when coach larson
wasn't here i'm glad that coach larson took over
after this idiot got fired. anyway i've never missed
coach more.

i know i saw tate literally yesterday today but
i miss touching her so fucking bad it's embarr
assing. my body should be touching her right
now but instead i'm sitting on my desk chair
waiting for chris and nick to be ready to film.

𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐞

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matt🩵

hello miss u kinda😣

tate confessing 😲

very funny
i'm so tired and i wanna sleeeepppp

nice stuffed animal by the way
also how far are you from home?

thanks bud and i think we're like 25 minutes minutes away so were nearly home

bud....
anyway that's not that bad call me when you
get home okay?

always🤝

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i slid into my bed and the minute i did, i was gone.

i was finishing my project when matthew sturniolo
showed up at my door with wingstop. i think i
just fell in love, a joke of course.

"i can't believe this!" i said opening the styrofoam
box. matt let out a small laugh. "you happy now?"
he asked. "well yeah my two favourite things,
food and you....maybe you on a good day!" i
smiled at him. "your obsessed!" he looked at me
with a straight face. a smile did creep up on his
face. "you cant even be serious!" i pushed him
away from me. "shut up!" he put his hand on
my cheek and kissed me softly. "i'm taking you
on a date this friday." matt said before sipping
his drink. "oooooo where?" i raised my eyebrows.
"well before nick and chris want to get to know
you more so we're going to an escape room and
then after that im taking you out somewhere,
but i'm not telling you" he picked up a wing.

happiness washed over me when he said nick
and chris want to get to know me and we're
also going on another date. "okay, seems good
to me!" i smiled.

"can you believe i have to a group project next
week!" i snuggled into matt's arm. "what's it
about?" he asked. "we have to pick a partner
and make a project about our favourite films,
my teacher has given up at this point he just
want it to be halloween break already" matt
laced his fingers around my arm. "do you have
anyone in mind?" he asked. "not yet, there's not
a lot of people i talk to in that class."