false god- matthew sturniolo

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𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐞

i was currently sitting class waiting until it's over.
i knew my dad had practice with the hockey team next period, i of course didn't have a class. i wanted to watch matt. i don't like to admit that i could stop thinking of him. literally couldn't stop if you know what i mean. couldn't stop imagining him inbetween
my thighs. anyway.

the lecture finally ended. i quickly put my books
in my bag and made my way half way across
campus.

"again, tate?" my father wondered. i rolled my eyes.
"you should be happy i'm here, spending quality
time with you while you scream at boys." i smiled.

i could see them all. skating around, jokingly
hitting eachother. my eyes found matt.
he was laughing talking to his brother.
my inner thighs throbbed.

"alright boys let's go!" my dad clapped his hands.

they all quickly got out of the little conversations
they were in and listened. matt hadn't noticed me
yet and i didn't want him to. i was scared of what
i would happen to me of his eyes met mine.

i watched him play. my back against the plastic
barrier, my head tilted back a bit. he was rough
with the boys, i wonder if was rough in be-

"tate move!" my dad yelled. i quickly ducked.
that was my only movement. i don't know why.
nothing hit me.

"i'm so sorry, are you okay?" the boy skated over
to me. he took his helmet off, his long hair
fell down. i looked up. he was was cute.
what is with all these cute hockey players?

"i'm okay, thank you" i smiled. "you should
probably sit behind the barrier" he flashed
me a smile. "good idea." i grabbed my bag.

another boy skated over. "tate, you okay?" the
voice was him. i cleared my throat. "yeah, i'm
fine don't worry." "you are such an idiot" matt
laughed. "fuck off" the boy pushed matt around.

"BOYS!" my dad yelled. "please get away from
my daughter thank you" he walked over to me.
"you alright?" he asked. i nodded my head.
"i think i'm gonna get lunch" i stood up.
"okay, see you at home."

i walked out of the rink and to the exit. my eyes
followed matt's around. my body was like ice
cream and he was the sun melting it.

i got a salad and a side of fries for my lunch
in a cafe that was just outside campus.

my phone buzzed against the table.

summer🪽🫧
can you come over

i guess i'm hanging out with summer after
my food.

𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭

tate came to watch us practice. i didn't notice
her until we were nearly done. she stared
at everyone playing. my gaze hadn't met hers
yet.

i finally talked to her when elijah nearly hit
her in the face with the puck. she looked
flustered.

but god was she driving me insane. me and
the boys had to film a video but i was distracted
all i could think about was her and her perfect
lips. i needed to stop. i can't fall for her. i cant
fall for anyone, i want to graduate first and
then i'll find a girlfriend.