Moonlight

Part 22

"We need to go to sleep you know? You're going to be really tired in the morning if we stay up like this" I smiled looking into Jihyo's eyes as her hands caressed my cheeks. "I don't want to sleep just yet... I just want to stay like for a little bit longer" we were both sitting on the bed with her on my lap. She hasn't left my side since I got home, glued to me basically

"Okay we can but if you don't wake up in the morning I am going to drag you out of the bed and tell you over and over again. 'Told you so' because you decided not to listen to me" I closed my eyes as her thumb brushed against my bottom lip feeling shivers go down my spine. "Well I am going to wake up because tomorrow is very very important. We have our appointment. I'm excited but also scared" her hand left my cheek and to my neck playing with the baby hairs on my neck

"Why are you scared? I thought you were very excited about this and ready for this. I'm the one that is supposed to be scared remember?" I rubbed her back trying to reassure and comfort her. "I'm scared because what if I'm not pregnant? What if it's all in my head? What if you leave me because you were only staying because I got pregnant but if I'm not you'll just leave" she stated starting to ramble off

"Baby baby no no I'm not leaving don't think like that okay? Even if you aren't pregnant I'm staying right here with you where I belong. You getting pregnant is a reason why I have stayed but it's also because I love you and can't see myself without you. A baby in the picture is just a a cherry on top. Well actually getting married is but that's not what we are talking about" I saw her demeanor change back to her comfortable state nodding at me pushing me down onto the bed straddling me

"You want to marry me?" Her cheeks instantly became a rosy red "yes I want to marry you, is that even a question? You're my person Jihyo and I want to grow with you. I want to go through everything with you, good or bad I'll be there with you. I want to see our kids have kids. I want you in my life as long as you'll have me in yours" my hands were set on her hips rubbing them gently as she leaned down and kissed me softly "it's so sexy when you get romantic and sweet like that" said biting my lip tugging on it gently

I pushed her back gently not wanting her to think I am rejecting her, how can I, but I didn't want us to do this right now especially if there is a change she's pregnant. "I really want to baby I know you want this too but if you're pregnant I want us to be safe I know it's too early to tell but I want you and our baby to be safe okay?" I slid my hands under her shirt rubbing softly around her belly. "Okay but I'm going to ask the doctor because I know my hormones will be in control 99% of the time and when I want you, I will get you."

I tried my best to not get turned on by what she just said. She can be so possessive sometimes and I do like it but to an extent, "okay well if you want me you can ask but I'll only be using my tongue just so I don't hurt you. I feel like that's fair to me and you because I won't be able to keep my hands off you" she giggled at my remark and nodded laying down on top of me. "Okay we have a deal, well sort of, depends on what the doctor says. If I can get dick then I'm getting dick" I laughed and shook my head. This girl is crazy but I love her

I woke up to movement in the bed as I rubbed my eyes I could only see a black silhouette moving around the room opening the door and leaving. I moved around to feel for jihyo but she was gone. I immediately got up once I didn't feel her anymore. I got my phone looking at the time, it was 3 am which was odd since she never wakes up at this time unless she's going somewhere

I got out of bed leaving my phone on the nightstand leaving the room seeing the light to the bathroom on from the dark hallway. "Babe? Are you okay?" I walked down the hallway turning to the bathroom seeing Jihyo on her knees in front of the toilet. "Aw baby, why didn't you tell me?" I walked in and held her hair back as she shook her head starting to throw up into the toilet. I rubbed her back trying to comfort her. "Just let it out love, I'm here" once she was done her head came up and looked at me with tears in her eyes. I wiped them gently. "You feeling better? You think you can stand or do you want to sit here for a bit?" I held her hand as she sniffled a little and didn't say anything just leaned against my body.