I'm The Worlds Biggest Hypocrite

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She seemed to have muttered the same words over and over again.

Glynda had to come in and use her semblance to but Mathilde continues to be agitated

"I- I'm a murderer...All those people! I'm no different than them!" Mathilde screams while covered on her own blood and black dust as her body is forced to heal

They don't know what is on her mind but from what they remember, She could hear and see from the perspective of Fro when she's unconscious.

"I need to die....I need to die over and over again...This is all wrong...WHAT I DID WAS WRONG!" Glynda couldn't do anything else but just hug the girl tightly

Which was the good action to take as Mathilde just cries on her,

They themselves don't know how to address the fact that they will continue to hide her actions since it is the least she wants to hear

"We promised to protect you on this world Miss Loisel..." Was all Glynda could mutter as Ozpin also sees Ironwood tightens his fists


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MATHILDE'S POV


I stare at my ceiling where I'm back to Miss Peach's house...

I feel empty...again...

I thought I could forget about the first time I killed someone...

But how can I forget them at all when I did the same again?

I should just die...

No...

I should just keep dying...

I don't want to feel like this, it hurts...

But why am so selfish of what I feel when I killed all of those people?!

"Dear...?" Miss Peach enters the room and I couldn't bare to look at her

"You still haven't eaten or drank something for days...your friends had also been worried but if you want I can tell them to come over..." I feel her sit beside my bed as she checks at my bandaged wrist that she stopped from bleeding earlier

"It looks like you've healed, Let's not do that again alright? I got some IV to help you if you don't want to eat I'll have you supplied so you can sleep all you want until your ready to come down okay?" She says as she removes my bandages

I want her to stop caring about me...

But at the same time I don't have the right to show myself anywhere to anyone...

I'm trapped and I feel hopeless...

Why won't she just let me die-

"Be sure you get some actual rest, I brought you new glasses too so I'll place them right here.." she planted a kiss on the side of my head and patting me

She stood up from my bed and looks at me one last time

"I'll be downstairs..." She says then leaving and closing the door

"Shinjirarenai…(I can't believe you...)" Tears fall from my eyes as I grip my pillow and sob even more

I hate this...

I hate this feeling...

Why make me care when your just gonna die?!

Why make me feel loved when you won't come back once you die?!

I hate this...

I can't go anywhere and I hate this feeling!

"Fro...just kill me..." I mutter as I cast her out from my body

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