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Firstly hi!

Ik I've been inactive for long cuz I tend to forget to update here and also, my artworks aren't really done yet so :(

Also I've been trying digital drawing lately here are some pictures

I use my fucking finger btw, it was hard at first but I gotten used to it

This I did a day ago and it doesn't look good because I gave up colouring it hehe

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This I did a day ago and it doesn't look good because I gave up colouring it hehe

Wish they had ibis paint and sketchbook on my laptop but sadly they all are PAID LIKE TF

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Wish they had ibis paint and sketchbook on my laptop but sadly they all are PAID LIKE TF

I could only use photoshop at this point

About this one yes I uses photoshop with A DIGITAL PEN I BOUGHT! Tbh, it's a little hard and I barely get these artworks done because I tend to forget that they're in my laptop

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About this one yes I uses photoshop with A DIGITAL PEN I BOUGHT!
Tbh, it's a little hard and I barely get these artworks done because I tend to forget that they're in my laptop. Secondly it's photoshop so basically it'll crash sometimes and also the files are in large amount AND THEY ARE TAKING UP MY LAPTOP STORAGE so I have to save it 😭

Also I've been feeling a little down lately and to tell you the truth i didn't had the motivation to draw 😔. Especially when my art isn't arting 😔

SO A LIL RANT IF YOU CARE TO LISTEN

So basically, i Met my friends almost two weeks ago and since they're going to their degree phase soon and they'll be studying in different states we decided to like hang out.

Also, since I couldn't buy then gifts for their birthday (because I was broke asf, and I only have like 10 bucks in my account 🤧) I decided to draw something. And I did, but I really wasn't happy with the outcome because, my markers really went out of ink and the only shit I could depend on was my colour pencils and my watercolour

Anyways these was the artwork

Anyways these was the artwork

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I didn't take a proper picture, I forgot tbh and I was too broken to take it anyways

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I didn't take a proper picture, I forgot tbh and I was too broken to take it anyways.

So as I gave it to them, my friends looked at it and they started judging it (except the owl one). They asked why was the colour texture like that, why is the hands like that. I explained and said, I did my best and I didn't have proper colours and I couldn't even fix it when I saw the errors.

THEY DIDN'T STOP THERE

They continued by asking, why didn't you colour this pat, why is my nose that way, you got these part wrong.

Ik they said it as a joke and they're my best friends but that really turned me off...

Because I am an insecure person and that made me feel really sad. I mean, I know it wasn't perfect but, judging the whole shit just turned me off. I me they're not even MY LECTURERS. Even my mom doesn't give me that type of critiques and she said it was pretty too 😔

They apologised saying that they were joking and they said that of course they'll support me but I really felt so down that time. I mean, even my art wasn't that good for like 3 days, continously and I decided to not draw for a while. I did draw again after that and it was okay, I literally working on THE HEAD AND BODY especially the hands. I'm trying a lot of formulas so that I could master them up

It was sad but idk whether is that supposed to make me improve or is that insulting

Which is why I don't really have drawing to post now, I'm working on it so hopefully I will post it soon 🌚

*manifesting* 🕯

So that is all from me and if you have questions or any would you rather or anything, you can always spam me, I will reply cuz I'm interested in you guys just as how you're interested in me 🌚

Till then bye ♡

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