Poetry By Me

Confused

I love to easily

But I also hate people with a burning passion

One moment I just want to be nice to everyone

Then the next I couldn't care less

My brain is confused

Like I want to care for everyone and everything

But why should I waste my time

On people I know will never care for me back

That's my toxic trait

I am confused by myself

And I can't seem to motivate myself into figuring out why

So screw people

They all just leave

But I need their love

To keep me breathing

Because without it I'm nothing

Without them im useless

So maybe

I just need their attention

Not their love

Because at least they see me

And at least I exist

Or maybe I'm just

Here 

Wasting up space

And taking up air

Maybe no one likes me

And no one even dares

To let me think

They want me

In their life

But I'm here

To stay

Unless you tell me to leave

Or maybe I'll leave tomorrow...

God what is wrong with me

L.O.M