FOREVER: 𝓗𝓮𝓪𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓗𝓮𝓻 𝓗𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽

103.~ You. Are. My. Reality.

Soft cold breeze touched my face and it pierced badly like small needles are poking my face

I look up in the sky to see the hazy sky cause of the fog. I want to cry it out and I did.

I did cry! I really wish I was dead, when I born. Atleast, my family would be safe. My Buddy would have been alive and happy

What even I'm doing being alive?

Am I happy and content?

No! Dead the girl, who just wants to live happily.

Am I living my life??

No! I'm just a dead corpse.

Can I able to protect everyone?

No! I'm failing.

Did I feel guilty??

Then, yes! Always. Living a life, which I shouldn't. It's not mine.

Did I feel like I got a new life after all this??

Then, yes, maybe! I did. Sometimes.

When I see everyone happy around me, when Dad bickers with Ragini Aunty, like old times when I see my brothers' happy, when I see My Little boy being happy with others, whenever I was with hi--

I should not. But, I can't help it. After when he- apologize? Or confessed? Was that really a confession?

Why now!? Why he did that?

"Can't I get a second chance? I'm ready for any and every punishment from you. Even, if it's meant for life-long."

"Tell me what you want, Ishana. Do you want me to go on my knees, for granting a forgiveness from you?"

"I like you, Ishana."

I craved to hear that from him. I just wanted him near me, with me. But.... I didn't get it.

Everytime I wished to be with him, he was with Mansi. It killed me everytime I saw them together.

But, when I thought, he's with me, he proved me wrong. He left me, giving me unforgettable memories.

That's the starting point for me, to losse myself in this darkness. I hate darkness, but I can't love the light of life, either.

Now, I don't want him in my life. I won't allow him. I won't! I'll stay away from him.

My phone pinged with a notification. I wiped my tears and took it out to check and a sigh escape my lips

It's after two days, Milli is fine now. I wanted to kill Rishabh. But, killing him will be very easy thing for him, I want him to suffer, he should beg for his death, then maybe I'll feel peace

In these two days, only three things are trending. Yuvi-Akshu's Engagement, Oberoi's bankruptcy with it arrest of Kabir Oberoi and Manish Saxena and the latest which is trending from last day is, Rishabh Sherawat met with an accident coming from IGI airport

I knows, it's Bhai who did this, cause Rishabh is fine and admitted in hospital with no serious injury

I'm fine with it, whatever he did. Cause, the thing which I planned against him is more deadly and big

It'll make Rishabh Sherawat's life turned upside down. He doesn't wants any of US to attend the auction, right!

But I'll do what he never thought. It'll be a very wonderful sight to Rishabh Sherawat's face then.

I sighed again. It's early morning, I don't want to go house now. My phone pinged again as I frown seeing the message from an unknown number

Again! From last two weeks it's uncountable time.