Rowdy || 18+ || RH

Chapter 33

Valarie's eyes widen, her mouth forming a perfect 'O'. "Oh my god!" she exclaims, her tone a mix of shock and excitement.

I can't help but giggle at her reaction, the tension in the room dissipating as we delve into girlish gossip territory.

"And there's still more," I say, a blush creeping up my cheeks.

Valarie leans closer, her face a picture of eager anticipation. "Em, you're full of surprises tonight! Tell me, girl!"

Taking a deep breath, I let the final secret tumble from my lips. "I, uh, had a threesome with Locke and Cruz."

The room falls silent for a heartbeat before Valarie bursts into laughter, her face lighting up with shock and amusement.

"You dirty girl!" she exclaims, her voice filled with playful reproach and awe. "I mean, I knew you had it in you, but wow, Em, just wow!"

I join in her laughter, feeling a weight lift off my shoulders as I share the wild, tangled web of my recent escapades.

As our laughter subsides, Valarie gives me a gentle nudge. "You know, Em, it sounds like you're exploring and finding out what you want, and there's absolutely nothing wrong with that. Just remember to stay true to yourself, okay? Don't do anything you aren't comfortable with."

I nod, taking in her words, feeling a mix of exhilaration and fear at the explorations of my recent weeks. "I know, Val. It's just all so new, you know? I was with Lyle for so long, I almost forgot what it feels like to... to be desired, to be free."

Valarie's face softens, her playful demeanor giving way to a more somber, empathic expression. "Emmie, you are an incredibly desirable woman. And after what happened with Lyle, you deserve to experience all the love and passion the world has to offer. Just... take it slow, okay? And always communicate with your partners."

I feel tears welling up in my eyes at her kind words, and I nod, unable to voice my agreement. Valarie pulls me into a warm hug.

After a moment, we separate, and she wipes away a tear that escaped down my cheek. "Now, let's make a pact," she says, her eyes twinkling with determination. "No more hiding things from each other, okay? We share all our dirty little secrets and support each other, no matter what."

I can't help but smile at her, feeling like things might just be okay. "Deal," I say, extending my pinky towards her.

She hooks her pinky with mine, sealing our pact with a solemn nod. "And now, let's get some sleep. Tomorrow, we have a whole day of pampering and girl talk ahead of us."

Snuggling down into the bed, I let out a soft sigh, my mind swirling with questions and what-ifs. "Val, do you think... do you think I'm doing the right thing?" I ask, my voice barely more than a whisper, tinged with uncertainty.

Valarie opens her eyes, her gaze meeting mine. "Em, there's no right or wrong when it comes to exploring your desires. It's all about what feels right for you," she says, her voice gentle, yet firm. "But remember, it's perfectly okay to set boundaries and take time to figure things out."

I nod, absorbing her words. "I guess I'm just afraid of losing myself in all of this," I confess, my voice shaking slightly.

Valarie reaches over, her hand finding mine, giving it a reassuring squeeze. "You won't lose yourself, Em. Not when you have friends who love and support you, who will always remind you of who you are," she says, her voice filled with conviction.

I squeeze her hand back, feeling a surge of affection and gratitude for the wonderful woman beside me. "Thank you. You have no idea how much your support means to me," I say, my voice thick with emotion.

Valarie smiles, her face glowing with warmth and love. "That's what friends are for, Em. To lift each other up and help each other navigate this crazy journey called life."

With a content sigh, I allow myself to drift into the realm of dreams, my heart lighter and my spirit buoyed by the love and camaraderie that fills the room.

**

I'm slowly drifting between dreams and reality, the warmth of Valarie next to me making it even harder to leave the coziness of the bed.

Suddenly, the room is filled with the smell of fresh coffee and warm croissants, a scent that gently pulls me from the arms of sleep. My eyes flutter open, adjusting to the morning light, and there he stands, Fowler, with a tray laden with breakfast goodies.

My stomach gives a little flip of happiness, not just at the sight of food but also at Fowler's beaming face. He seems like a ray of sunshine, his enthusiasm infectious and heartwarming.

"Morning, beautiful ladies!" Fowler greets us, his voice filled with a vibrancy that seems to give the morning a special kind of sparkle.

I sit up, rubbing the sleep from my eyes, a smile spreading across my face at his kind gesture. Valarie stirs beside me, her eyes lighting up at the sight before us.

"Wow, Fowler, you didn't have to," Valarie says, but her grin betrays her delight.

I nod in agreement, feeling a sense of warmth and happiness bubbling within me. "Yeah, this is so sweet of you," I add, my voice still thick with sleep.

Fowler just waves away our thanks, his eyes twinkling with mischief and joy. "Oh, this is nothing," he says, setting the tray down on the bed between us. "I just thought we could all use a little pampering, especially before our big day out!"

Valarie and I exchange a curious look, and then I turn to Fowler, my interest piqued. "Big day out?" I echo, a hint of excitement building in my chest.

Fowler nods, his grin widening. "Yep! I thought we could all go to the beach today, soak up some sun before the weather starts to turn chilly," he announces, his voice filled with anticipation.

I can feel a rush of excitement at the idea, a day at the beach sounding just perfect. The thought of the sun kissing my skin, the sound of waves crashing against the shore, it all feels like a perfect escape, a chance to let go and just be.

Valarie seems to share my sentiment, her face lighting up at the suggestion. "That sounds amazing! A day at the beach is just what we need," she agrees, her voice tinged with excitement.

I nod, feeling a surge of happiness at the prospect of spending a day with my favorite people. "Yeah, it sounds perfect," I say, my heart feeling lighter and brighter at the thought.

Fowler claps his hands together, his excitement palpable. "Great! Let's eat up and get ready for a day of fun and sun!" he says, his enthusiasm infectious.

The air seems lighter, filled with the tinkling laughter that comes so easily when we are together. As we dig into the breakfast, I can't help but feel a flutter in my stomach, a delightful mixture of the delicious food and the anticipation of the day ahead.

We chatter animatedly, sharing little stories and plans for the day. Every now and then, I catch Fowler's eyes on me, a sparkle of something more, something deeper lingering there. It makes my heart do little flips, adding to the growing excitement bubbling inside me.

Valarie catches my eye, her knowing smile telling me she notices it too. It's a silent understanding, a shared secret that adds a tinge of thrill to the day that's unfolding.

As we finish our breakfast, the room fills with the bustling energy of preparations. Fowler is all beams and bounces, his spirit so contagious that I find myself getting caught up in his excitement.