TV - JIKOOK oneshot Completed

TV

It was 3 a.m., and I'm sitting on the sofa watching survivors just to watch somebody suffer. Maybe I need to get some sleep. I sink into the sofa and watch how they betray each other. What's the point of living anyway?

I hear the door opening, and I see Jungkook there. Standing looking at me without any feelings. Just a blank look into my eyes. You walk closer to me, and the next thing you say breaks my heart. "Let's break up, Jimin."

You packing your stuff while I watch from the door frame of our shared bedroom. I can't stand it anymore and I go to the bathroom. I sit in the bathtub and let it fill with water. I drown myself in it so I don't have to see you leaving.

Leaving me for someone else.

I get out of the bathtub and go to the living room and continue watching survivor. The only thing that I think about is how you betrayed me.

I didn't sleep that night and when it was 7am I went to the kitchen. I'm trying not to starve myself just because you are mad at me for not even reacting to you leaving.

I tried to call my friends but none of them answered and they just sent me a message with that one line.

"Did you get dumped again?"

I give up and remind myself that my friends are missing. But it's alright. I am in love. I don't have time. And I don't get along with anyone.

I try to deny what happened and think about the plans we made.

After some time, it hits me. I really am alone now. I don't have anyone. What did I do wrong? Why did you leave me for someone else?

I stand up and walk out of the door. Just walking. Not knowing where I'm going. The only thing that I do is cry.

I find myself on a bridge. Looking at the city in front of me. Wondering where you are. Maybe you will see me on TV.

I look at the water beneath me and ask myself. Maybe I'm the problem.

The next thing that I feel is the wind. It feels like I'm flying, but in reality, I'm not. I can't fly anymore because one of my wings broke, and instead of flying, I'm falling. Just like how I fell in love with you. I am surrendering myself to you.

Cold. It's so cold. The water is so cold, but the last thing that I can think of at that moment is you.

I'm sorry, baby. I'm the problem.