The Seductress

Seduction V.14

I felt him wipe my tears away. His lips touched my forehead then look at me intently. As I stare at his eyes, I can see different emotions, and one of it is very familiar to me. It's what I always saw in my father's eyes when he look at my mom. "The moment you came back here, pinangako kong hindi ko na hahayaang pakawalan ka ulit." Saad nito saka hinalikan ang tungki ng ilong ko. "If I have to earn your trust, I will. Basta ipangako mo ring hindi mo pipigilan ang sarili mong mahalin ulit ako." After he said those, napapikit ako nang maramdan ko ang mga labi niya.

He's kissing me with so much care, sweetness and love. Marami na akong nahalikan, but every one of it was always been plain, emotionless. Not like how I kiss Marcus. Na para bang sa bawat halik na pagsaluhan naming dalawa, naipapakita namin ang tunay na nararamdaman namin. Like through our kiss, we express what we feel even without spoken words.

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The moment the sunlight hit my eyes, I felt my consciousness. Nang imulat ko ang mga mata, ang mukha ni marcus na mahimbing na natutulog ang bumungad sakin. Napangiti ako, I always dreamed to have this kind of scenario. Waking up in the morning with the man you love next to you, his arms wrapped around you, while you just stare at him and wait for him to wake up.

Hindi ko inakala na mararanasan ko ang ganito. Yung pag-uusap naming dalawa kagabi ay nakapagpagaan ng loob ko. Alam ko, nararamdaman kong lahat ng sinabi niya sakin ay pawang totoo. But whatever I do, I can't helped but feel doubt.

Should I give him another chance? The real one? I know that there's possibility that I will have my heart broken if I let him enter my life again? But is he worth the risk?

He moan and slowly opened his eyes. Agad itong ngumiti nang makita ako. "You look more beautiful in the morning." As I look deeply at him, I finally got my answer. He is, he's worth the risk.

Nginitian ko rin siya. "I do?"

"Hmmm..." He nodded as he nuzzle my neck. "And you smell like cherries, baby. So addictive. Delectable. Gone me insane."

I bit my lip as he nipped the sensitive part of my neck. Parang kinuryente ako ng ilang bultahe sa bawat pagdampi ng mga labi nito sa balat ko. Nakakabaliw. Nakakawala sa tamang huwisyo. This man slowly waking up the lustful creature inside of me.

I reached his nape and pulled him closer to capture his lips. "Uhhhh..." I moaned as his hands started to roam around my body.

Hindi ko na namalayan ang sunod niyang ginawa, basta naramdaman ko nalang na wala na akong suot na pang-itaas na damit. And that made his kisses went lower and lower until he reach the two mountains in my chest. He was nipping it, sucking like a hungry child.

"Damn, Marcus... Shit! Ahhhh.." Impit na sigaw ko sa sarap na pinaparamdam niya sakin.

Alam kong hindi pa to ang tamang panahon sa ganito. Nakokontrol ko man ito sa ibang lalake pero pagdating kay marcus, nawawala ang sanity ko. Kaya habang nasa tamang pag-iisip pa ako at kaya ko panghuminto ay pinigilan ko na siya. Bahagya ko siyang itinulak para makalayo siya ng kaunti sa akin. "I think we need to stop."

"Shit!" Hinihingal na iniangat nito ang katawan mula sa ibabaw ko. Nakatukod ang mga kamay nito sa bawat gilid ko at sinusuportahan ang bigat. "Sorry, mahal." Anito sabay dikit ng mga nuo namin. He rub the tip of his nose to mine as he spoke. "It's just that, when it comes to you, I lose all my control."

Gusto kong tumalon-talon sa sobrang kilig. Just with his flowery words and sweet gestures can already make me in a total bliss. Tapos kung makatingin yung mga mata para gustong-gusto akong tunawin. I bite my lower lip, to stop myself from squealing. "I-I understand."

"I love you." Nahigit ko ang hininga sa narinig. Not because the words he spoke but on how he said it. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang pagmahal, isang bagay na hindi ko naramdaman sa tuwing sinasabi niya sakin ang tatlong salitang yun dati.

Ilang sandali ay umalis na ito sa pagkakadagan sakin. Nakaluhod na ito at sa pagitan ng paa ko at tinakpan  ang nakalantad kong dibdib gamit ang comforter saka tuloyang tumayo. At dahil sa pagkakatayo niya, napagmasdan ko ng maigi ang buong katawan nito. He was only wearing his boxers, kaya lantad na lantad sa harapan ko ang makalaglag panty na katawan ni marcus. Halatang alaga ito sa ehersisyo, his body was well-toned. From his mouth-watering biceps, perfectly mold six-packed ABS and of course, his well sculptured V-line.

Mas bumaba pa ang mga mata ko hanggang sa dumako ang tuon ko sa nakaumbok na malaking bagay sa loob ng boxers nito. Hindi naman ako inosente para hindi malaman kung ano yun. Shit! Tayong-tayo ang pinagmamalaki nitong sundalo na para bang kumakaway ito sa dereksyon ko, manipis lang kasi ang boxer nito kaya bakat na bakat. And it's fucking huge! Magkakasya kaya yan sa pempem ko yang halimaw na yan kapag nag-ano....ahmm..kapag nag-something something na kami ni marcus? Bigla akong napalunok sa naisip.

Saka lang ako nag-angat ng tingin when I heard him groan loud. "Don't look at my captain like that, baby. Maspinapasabik mo siya lalo eh."

I can't help but giggle when I saw his face. Para itong natatae na ewan, na parang pinipigilan ang sariling gawin ang gusto nito. Alam kong arouse na arouse na ito.

May biglang kapilyahan pumasok sa isip ko. Agad-agad akong tumayo at unti-unting lumapit sa kinaruruonan niya. Hindi ko na pinansin ang nakalantad ko paring dibdib. Nang makalapit na ako sa kanya, and our distance are just inches away.

Hinila ko siya at saka itinulak papahiga sa kama. Kitang-kita sa gwapo nitong mukha ang pagkagulat at desire at the same time.

I walk closer to him without breaking our eye contact. Nakita ko ang ilang ulit na paglunok nito. When my hands reached both of his thighs, I draw some pattern on it using my fingers. "Let's do an alternative way to pleasure your captain, what do you think?" I said seductively as I slowly pull off his only piece of clothing that covers his precious captain.

He smirked as he looked back at me. "I'd love that."