A Piece of Myself

Myself

1:50 pm

Myself

It's already the end of this ewan.

Hi, I'm Luna Macap, not my real name but I hope you all well.

A grade 11 Stem Student.

Talent ko ay magdelulu magdamag, predicting future for example, magiging isa raw akong taga pagligtas ng mundo.

Charot.

Pero if mangyari 'yon, tanggihan ko 'yan. I mean oo magandang maging hero ng mundo pero paano ang mga mahal ko sa buhay???

Like a villain na handang patayin ang lahat just to save his/her love ones. Na handa ring maghiganti dahil sa nangyari sa mahal niya sa buhay.

Every villain have their own stories^^

Kaya ang iba, mas gusto ang villain kaysa sa main character HAHAHAHA.

(May pogi rin kasing villain) kidding.

I'm a lunatic that's why my name is Luna.

Sometimes buwan, sometimes a crazy one.

I love moons, but I also love Sol.

I love them both, that's why I have that both, my nicknames; Luna and Sol.

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Naranasan niyo na bang magbreakdown every night? wondering what's wrong with you? questioning your worth and all? regretting something that we can't change?

Halos lahat naman siguro ranas diba?

I lost my confidence in myself. I started to question my worth. I started to doubt myself.

Pero one day, nagising na lang ako, unti-unti kong binabago sarili ko. Because of having this mindset na kung hindi ko gagawin ngayon, kailan pa? kung kailan magreregret na naman ako?

Did you get my point? na hindi natin malalaman kung hindi natin susubukan.

Face your fears pips. Overcome it.

I swear, mag iimprove ka talaga.

Weakness ko ay public speaking. Yup, it's public speaking. I can't voice out my opinion nor having a speech infront of everyone. I am afraid.

Pero unti-unti kong binabago ang sarili ko, inuunti-unti ko hanggang sa makaya ko na.

Hindi lahat kailangang madaliin, just wait for the right time. Hindi lahat kailangang biglain, dahan-dahanin mo lang.

Eventually, magagawa mo rin ang mga bagay na hindi mo kayang gawin dati.

And if nakamtan mo na ang ganan, congrats!!

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I also have a lot of problems in my life, lahat naman meron diba?

Pero I'm overcoming it, dahil lahat may hangganan.

Tamo wala nang kami. Kidding.

Lahat magtatapos.

Hindi man ngayon, I know someday matatapos din ang mga problema natin sa buhay. Someday, wala nang pressures, blames, and regrets. Someday nakakahinga na tayo at hindi na nasasakal ng mundo.

Because we are a piece of our world and it control us but what if we wake up and be ourselves? Not just a playtoy of the world? Much better right? Be good to everyone so everyone will be good to you too.

(Though hindi mai-aapply sa lahat dahil minsan aabusuhin ka nila, take granted kumbaga.) Kaya mag-ingat ka at piliing mabuti ang mga taong gusto mong sumuporta sa iyo^^

I'm praying na matapos na ang lahat ng paghihirap ko sa buhay. Akin lang, sino ka ba? dejoke. Pray na rin kita so you can also overcome whatever you're going through.

love u pips!!

Everything has a reason.
Life is cruel.
Everything have their own endings.

So I'm hoping for A Peace for Myself.

— buwan

08.24.23.