All Too Well

Spy's attention cry

Warning. This chapter includes corporal punishment(spanking) scenes. It is in non-sexual way, but if it's something that bothers you, don't read it. Thank you for understanding.

Ugh. Last couple of days I've been crankier than ever, and you already know I'm cranky all the time. There are barely people who can make me feel better, and by people I mean Olive and Millie. Right now I was on my period, and I was one of those girls that were all the time in pain during it. I mean it, I've had cramps from the day 1 to 5 and with pain came my sour mode, as Sebastian called it. And could he blame me for it? It really sucks, and he couldn't like ever understand that.

Although most of people want to be left alone during these days, only thing I was craving for was attention. You could say it was due to my attachment issues, but all I've got this time was attention from my guilty looking parents. They were still kind of scared and anticipated my actions with some completely unnecessary uneasiness. I mean, my mother wronged Sebastian and me very bad, but I wasn't an American psycho for God's sake.

Everyone else somehow ignored me those few days, and while Sebastian now refers to it as my 'spoiled figment', he dared to say, which earned him a very deserving glare from me and Lu, who always backed me up when she could and this time he took a lecture from her about him not knowing a thing about our pain and suffering during those miserable days. I can't say she was paying attention to me at that point, she also decided to shut me out somehow, but I am not blaming her right now, she barely knew me then. Back to the point, he was nothing less but given a fuck about me then and I felt like a complete piece of shit with cramps all over my body.

Luck wasn't on my side when on the third day of my torture, which was the worst one usually, I felt even more ignored than before. Why you might ask? Well, my dear teacher and the most intimidating person in my life decided to not only give his full attention to that one student that was so so annoyingly perfect, but to lend to her our time for talk after classes. Since I cleared my slate with Sebastian a week ago, on days I wasn't in some stupid trouble, he and I would talk about anything in particular. He would sometimes take me to his house where Lu joined us and we would end up laughing and having a great time.

When that day that didn't happen, I decided to find out why. As I was talking to Olive about her, she told me that girl was literally it girl. Her grades were actually pretty high, her hair was shiny, her teeth perfect, her body athletic and just about everything I wasn't. That made me even angrier and the fact I didn't know why she has tugged onto him like moth to the flame was bothering me even more. Simply asking Sebastian, which Olive suggested, was out of the question because Sebastian would declare'it was none of my business'. 

I thought about it for a while and as a I felt a damned cramp hit me in the stomach, I was hit with an idea."I'll sneak into his office and try to hear what she is up to", I announced to Olive full of confidence in my plan."You're going to eavesdrop on them?", she whispered while widening her eyes. Of course not, it's not an eavesdrop if he doesn't find out. I assured her I was only doing it because that girl sounded like a bad news."And what if he catches you?", I snorted at how anxious she was,"Relax, I'm not going to kill them, a little bit of knowledge never killed nobody"

The truth is I haven't even thought about getting caught, but that stays between me and you. So all in all, my plan was to get in Sebastian's classroom while he was still in teachers room and hide inside his office, in his cabinet if possible. If not, I will eventually find a way. When she arrived, he would probably talk or whatever in the classroom, so he wouldn't even come into office. When she comes, I will quietly move to the door and try to hear most of the conversation. And in the end, I will somehow sneak out of the office while texting him that I needed him somewhere else, I'll make up something and that's it. A perfect simple plan where nobody gets hurt, isn't it? Oh boy, I was wrong.