Temporarily Mine

23

The cheer squads walk out, meeting in the middle, before they run over to the opposite side to watch as the visiting team performs before switching back for their turn.

I smile when they give a small booty pop and point to the crowd, fighting the urge to clap when it's over even though there's no one around to hear me if I did.

My joy is short lived, frustration taking its place as Scarlett keeps her stupid camera pointed forward and walks for the guys.

They're just beginning to stand and snap their helmets back in place as she approaches.

Of course, she makes her way around the group, pausing when she's only feet from Hero.

And just like that, I'm over the game.

I take the stairs two at a time, making my way to the studio room.

The lights are all off, but the door is open, so I go right in, taking a few minutes to set up the sound system. Right when I get it ready to hit play, a voice catches me from behind, and I jump.

The janitor stands there with a frown. "Ms. Langford?"

I smile meekly. "Sorry, Jan. I was hoping to get in some extra work, if that's okay?"

She nods, lifting a shoulder as she glances around. "Well, I haven't hit this room yet, and I've got at least fifteen more to go, so I don't see why not. Just be sure to leave it how you found it?"

"Thanks." I smile, turning back to the stereo when she walks away.

I kick my shoes off, toss my sweater beside them and press play.

I face the mirror, wait for the base to hit, and then I let go.

HERO

I drop my shoulder, running right through the defender who comes in for the tackle.

Too high, asshole, gotta go for the legs.

The safety dropped back, so it's only him and I left, or so I thought.

I'm blindsided by some prick who slipped passed his block and I slam to the turf with a groan.

I jump up, leaving the ball where I landed and push off the guy who attempts to pat me on the back.

That's when I notice the flag that was thrown, and we're hit with a penalty.

Thirty-yard carry, fucking busted.

I jog to the huddle and spit out my mouthpiece. "What the hell happened?"

"Personal foul." Felix turns to Thompson. "I don't give a shit about your beef with that guy out there, let it go. You just cost us Nic's yards, and another fucking fifteen." His glare quickly flies to me. "You, chill the fuck out, too. Don't go gettin' another fuckin' flag."

"Fuck you, roll out."

He scowls but calls off the next play and we're back in formation.

I'm wide open, but Felix throws the ball to Andrew.

The bitch catches it, taking it down to the twenty-yard line.

He jumps up, knocking shoulders with Thompson, smirking as he passes by me.

His eyes cut to the stands on his way back, and fuck if mine don't do the same.

Cassie sits there, and as if she knows I'm looking at her, she lifts her hand.

Still no Josephine.

But as my eyes move down the bleachers, they freeze.

My dad sits there, clapping his fucking hands, while simultaneously shaking his head.

"H!"

My head snaps forward and I hustle back to the huddle.

Everyone breaks, but I stick back when Felix does.

"What the fuck's wrong with you?"

"You've got a big fuckin' mouth, that's what," I spit and he glares. "Give me the ball."

"No," he snaps. "Line up."

"Felix--"

"You're hot headed, clearly pissed about something." The coach shouts for us to hurry up in the background. "I'm not risking a fucking pick because you wanna showboat."

"My dad's here."

Felix's eyes cut to mine and he curses.

"Get to the fucking ball and stop being a prick," he growls, and we rush into position before a delay of game is called.

I go out for the pass, jumping up and over the safety who hung deep.

I catch the ball, my feet touching the ground right before I'm tackled, but the pass was successful and that's a touchdown for the Spartans.

And because there's something twisted about me I can't control, I look at the poor excuse of a man in the bleachers, telling myself all I want to do is prove him wrong in life while refusing to believe any part of me still wishes to please him.

My frustration is only fueled more by my dad's lack of response, even though it was fully expected.

He sits there in his slacks and button-down, arms folded over his chest.

Piece of shit.

"What's the matter, Hero? Daddy not impressed?" Andrew taunts.

I lose it.

I shove the punk, yanking his helmet off in the process before the ref blows his whistle in warning.

Before I can be ejected and risk having to sit out the next two games, Coach pulls me, sending me straight to the fucking locker room.

Once inside, I slam my helmet against the wall several times before dropping to the bench. I run my hands over my face, then fall back and close my eyes.

Fuck. This. Day.

I tug my shit off, not bothering to shower before putting my gym clothes on.

I try Josephine for the millionth fuckin' time and when she doesn't answer, I toss my phone across the room.

Where the fuck is she? She agreed to be with me and being at my games comes along with that.

This is bullshit.

With a deep breath, I move for the door, picking up my phone along the way, and glare at the shattered screen.

The last thing I want to do is go home to a dark house, and everyone I hang with is still on the fucking field, so I head for the rooftop. Straight to the fucking edge.

The game is about over, and we're gonna win, but I can't find it in me to care.

Why isn't Josephine here?

And what the fuck is she trippin' on anyway?

I told her I didn't do a damn thing, but what if I did?

I could have easily fucked Scarlett again. Shit, the first day I walked in the gym I saw the want on her face, noticed her watching Josephine and me more than she was the others, but I thought she was being a professional, perfecting her shit.

I should have walked my ass out yesterday morning when ten minutes passed, and I was still the only one there.

Stupid fuckin' me, I thought I could get ahead, already know the moves before Josephine had the chance to show them to me. She'd be impressed.

I groan, dropping my chin to my chest.

"Suck it the fuck up, Hero. You sound like a bitch." I shake my head at myself, turning to lean my elbows and back against the bricks.

A shine of blue catches my eyes and I freeze.

Slowly, I make my way over to pick it up.

A blue Gatorade.

Still cold.

She's here.