"Attention whore" I hear Matteo whisper so I can only hear it, what is his problem with me

I run up to my room and I walk to the bathroom and look at myself and my scars in the mirror before I go in to the shower

"I don't deserve to be in this place everything is so nice and fancy and I am a dirty and broke girl" in say to my self

I hope I the shower where I set the water to freezing so it will numb my body, I wash my body and hair before I go out and rap myself in a in a black towel and sit on the bathroom floor with my back against the door

!TW!
I take the pocket knife I got from my ex boyfriend last year he go it for me for self  defense but I don't use it for that

I take the knife and place the blade on my ankle and apply pressure as I drag it across the side of my ankle and start to slowly see drops of my blood rolling down to the floor, I take a towel and apply pressure to the cut to make sure not much blood comes out. It makes a mess.

Once the bleeding slows I take a bandage and put in on then I put a pair of sweatpants and a sweatshirt on and lay in bed and I start to fell sleep come over me

Flashback dream:

"WHY DID YOU EAT SO MUCH, HUH" my dad asked as he threw a beer glass at the wall right above me and I felt the glass rain down on me and tear into my skin

"I sorry I will never eat that much again" I cry out and he threw my onto the bed

"You better not I don't want my toy getting fat" he says and jumps over me and he starts to pull my pants down

"STOP, PLEASE STOP" i yell and he slaps my face and puts his hand over my mouth so I can't yell and he started to have his way with me

!!

"Hailee"

"Hailee" who is calling my name

"Hailee" I hear one more time as I open my eyes and see Enzo, my vision got blurry and tears started run down my face and Enzo hugged me and said "it's ok everything is ok" he released me from a hug and I started calming down

"What was that" Enzo asked me and I just look down so I couldn't see his sad face

"You can tell me when your ready but know that I am always here for you" he said and I nod and he stands up to leave

"can you stay with me" i ask and he turns around

"Of course" Enzo said getting into the bed with me and hugging me till I fell asleep

"Of course" Enzo said getting into the bed with me and hugging me till I fell asleep

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"Does she always eat the little of food" i ask Kia after hailee left

"Sadly yeah and most of the time she eats even less" Kia said looking down

"That's unhealthy she should be eating like triple the amount the she ate" Antonio said with a mad expression

"I know we have tried to get her to eat more but nothing ever worked" Caleb said with a very sad expression on his face

Why don't she eat more that's not normal sometimes must have happened to make her eat that ver little amount of food

We all finished our food and everyone when to there rooms to sleep but me, Antonio, and dad went to his office to do some work instead and we worked for about and hour and a half

"You guys should go to bed and get some sleep" dad said

"ok dad" i said getting up

" you should go to bed and sleep next to you fiancé to not stay up working" Antonio said also standing up and we both walk to the door and leave

"Before I go to bed I am going to check on everyone and make sure there asleep, good night" I say facing Antonio

"Ok well I am going to bed so good night" he says before going into his room

I start looking into everyone's rooms and they were all asleep

We open Hailee's door and I see her asleep but she is shaking and whimpering so run over to her and try waking her up

When she finally wakes up she starts to cry so I hug her and tell her is ok then ask her a few questions but she stayed silent so I went to leave

But I heard her say  "can you stay" so I turn around and get into bed with her and hold he till she fell asleep and shortly after I fell asleep.

But I heard her say  "can you stay" so I turn around and get into bed with her and hold he till she fell asleep and shortly after I fell asleep

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